Letters to EJ (entry thirteen)

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i fainted at school today. 

i physically don't feel like going to school earlier but i still did because i don't wanna be alone at home. it would made my situation worse mentally.

but i guess i'm wrong about that.


i woke up realizing i was in the clinic and ash is next to me.

"ricky are you feeling better?" she asked.

"yeah, my head still hurts. what happened?"

"you passed out on the halls. we were all in class so we didn't knew. he brought you here and told us"

"who?"

"EJ, he's the one who saw you passed out and brought you here."


"where is he now?"

"he left 10 mins before you woke up"


ash called dad to pick me up. the nurse said i can't stay here today and forced me to go home. so i did.


idk i'm supposed to be mad at you but thank you EJ. thank you for still caring for me even i pushed you away.


i really want to see you to tell you in person then run away again because i can't be friends with you anymore 


and being more than that is far from possibility now.


-Ricky

sorry for the late update lol. alot has happened to me for the last 2 weeks. and i need to make a confession that this story is kind of based on me and my bestfriend. (but we reconciled before we graduated last week, which makes it worse because my feelings for him ignited again for whatever reason fuck it.) 


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