ej,
its been 8 weeks since we last talked
or atleast shouted at each other
you never talked to me again
nor looked at me
you and kayla broke up eventually
but you had another girl again
im so sorry for everything that i said
im so sorry for liking you and loving you
im so sorry for being me.
we never had a proper goodbye
i dont wanna call it like that tho
but its the reality
this isn't a fantasy
this isn't a novel
this isn't a story of two boys falling in love and having a happy ending
this is a story of how hope drives us to ridiculous extremes, sometimes.
Because what's worse than knowing you want something, besides knowing you can never have it?
maybe this is my life lesson
to stop hoping so much
stop dreaming of the impossible
and maybe just stop loving you at all.
-ricky
author's note:
Last chapter (end of the book) is next.
YOU ARE READING
I'll Be Yours Forever: RJ Caswen Oneshots
FanfictionMy 1st one shots book! I'm thinking about doing this since i always have this imaginations in my head that seems like one shots that i always wanted to write so here it go!
