Letters to EJ (entry seventeen)

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dear ej,


it hurts me so much

to see you with her

wrap your arms around her

and kiss her

when it should've been me.

i dont hate her in any circumstances, she is a great person

but i cant help to wish that i should've been the one doing those things to you.

not her.


i watch as she looks in shock on both of us

asking if we both know each other

you said yes, i just smiled

you said we are BESTFRIENDS

friends.

i guess i should just accept the reality.

that i'll never be yours

and you weren't mine to lose


it'll hurt 

but i think it's for the best.


 -ricky

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