July 26 2019
Dad asked about you yesterday, I ended up crying because i didn't know what to say.
It's all been heavy the past months. Losing you has been so painful to me.
Anyway, i told him everything including me being gay and liking you.
He said he supports and love me for who i am. I felt free and happy for him accepting me but something feels off. It looks like there's a piece missing.
I guess that piece is you.
I wish i never told you i like you.
Maybe everything would've been better.
I wish you and i are still friends.
I wish you felt the same thing.
I really miss you EJ. I really do.
Please come back to me.
-Ricky
Sorry this is supposed to be a daily update hahaha I've been busy with school this week.
This entry might be what i'm feeling right now or not.. lool
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I'll Be Yours Forever: RJ Caswen Oneshots
FanfictionMy 1st one shots book! I'm thinking about doing this since i always have this imaginations in my head that seems like one shots that i always wanted to write so here it go!
