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Force,
Something that runs it course,
Doing things because you have to,
Otherwise you don't know what else to do,
Submit,
Obey,
I can't help that my thoughts stray,
In a very sad way,
A way you don't want,
I only slightly regret it,
You want me to be better,
So I'll just tug on the ends of my sweater,
Hoping for cool weather,
And the ability to keep it together,
Sure this can't go on forever,
But when you tell me to stop,
I say yes,
But I silently say never,
Knowing I'll be okay,
Maybe for a day,
Enough to make them stop,
Then I slip back,
Into my cold metal trap,
Each thought a zap,
Poking me through the bars,
Stuck in my own cage,
Growing in rage,
I left everything staring at that stage,
I felt only bliss,
Then I came down,
Crashed to the ground,
Making barely a sound,
Taking a look around,
Then at myself,
My broken tired self,
I let myself go,
With scars left to show,
I never wanted them to know,
I don't know where to go,
My mind is starting to slow,
And my eyes drift close,
Panic and fear rose,
When I felt like I was falling,
Swallowing the lump in my throat,
The one that made me feel choked,
Trying to looks away,
But my eyes wouldn't stray,
So rested on her tears they stayed,
I hurt her,
I'm the monster,
The one people look at and think nobody wants her,
I'm so lost,
And scared,
Except no one really sees,
I don't even know myself,
I've locked my feeling on the shelf,
Kept by a sad little elf,
Who only tries to help,
Tries to pull up the better days,
Ones not torn by age,
But it's no use,
It comes up empty,
With only pain,
I have nothing to gain,
Watching my blood go down the drain,
It keeps me sane,
Because I'm locked in my brain.
Well that's that...
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No Clue
RandomI suck at writing so don't expect a story. If I do write a story it probably won't be good so don't expect much. I'm probably going to write random rhyming things or ramblings because I can't sleep or I get bored. Read if you want there'll probabl...
