Hi hi :)
I never meant to I swear,
It's a love I can't beware,
All I do is stair,
It's taking all my time,
And I can't even call you mine,
It makes me shine,
One push of a button and it's gone,
The light was on for so long,
And I finished the last seconds of a song,
My dependence of it is strong,
But I don't think it's wrong,
My life line is a connection,
My eyes,
The read letting me get lost in a lie,
I don't know why,
Reading what people write,
Watching someone find light,
Or loose their fight,
Nodding feeling their pain,
Gasping,
It's hard going back to reality,
I enjoy fantasy,
But life has to happen,
Interrupting my story,
Leaving me angry,
I need distractions,
To feel a reaction,
And not complete a bad action,
It's hard to function,
It's consuming my life,
Stopping me from touching my knife,
Hours lost,
To unimportant things,
Reading until my eyes burn,
But it's a place I always return,
Because I need to know,
Do their true feelings show?
How far will they go?
Will someone listen when they say no?
Will life tear them apart,
What made this even start,
Words playing with my heart,
Bringing a laugh and smile,
Even if just for a while,
I'm away,
A place I wanna stay,
My thoughts can't stray,
To their usual scary way,
I need it,
To keep going,
My mind starts slowing,
But I keep scrolling,
Smiling at the eye rolling,
References making me grin,
Worlds I want to live in,
Happy ones,
The kind that ends up being worth living,
Saving someone from themselves,
Falling in love,
Maybe with a little shove,
But it's gets there,
And all I do is stare,
Turning the page as I dare,
Stopping is rare,
Wishing I were there,
Where my thoughts are something they will always spare,
I'm done with reality,
It's kind of a tragedy,
I don't think I'm ready,
I like my head in the clouds,
And my lyrics loud,
It's safe there,
A simple place hanging onto words,
Left in suspense,
Sometimes it gets so intense,
I've cried over it,
Venomous words get spit,
Fearing they'll split,
But it either works or they die trying,
Sometimes lying,
Always for a reason,
Maybe they'll leave for a season,
It always ends,
And I'm left with myself,
Pulling another book of the shelf,
Trying to fix the hole,
Deep in my chest,
Refusing myself rest,
This is my test,
I need this love.
I don't know what I was typing about it got weird...
YOU'RE AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YOU ARE READING
No Clue
RandomI suck at writing so don't expect a story. If I do write a story it probably won't be good so don't expect much. I'm probably going to write random rhyming things or ramblings because I can't sleep or I get bored. Read if you want there'll probabl...
