Alone

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Hi hi. Here is a thing because, who needs sleep? Not me...

A crushing feeling,
Between breathing and feeling,
Floating around with little meaning,
It's not something that goes away,
The feeling want to only stay,
No matter how good your day,
It can't be gone,
Because it's too strong,
The worst is with others around,
Feeling your heart sink to the ground,
Lost in meaningless sound,
Faking smiles,
Hoping for just a while,
You won't feel it,
Except it's there,
Your mind and body is it's lair,
And doesn't want to share,
Your other feelings don't show,
Because they don't get a chance,
You couldn't tell at a glance,
But I have no chance,
Against this feeling,
This alone,
This lonely sinking feeling,
Weighting me down,
Wanting me to drown,
And with how weak I am,
How can I struggle?
I've lost my battles,
And the war isn't looking too good for me in the end either,
With everything smiles there is a lie,
Something to hide,
Truth is something I can't find,
It's buried deep in my mind,
And my body isn't helping,
My last hopes and strength is leaving,
Trying new things,
New waves of this lonely it brings,
Making me want to leave stings,
But who knows,
It'll never show...

...that was...kinda messed up?
Anyways besides me strangeness:
YOU'RE AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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