Hi hi. Holiday time. Yay, right? Or maybe not maybe it's a weird time that is never the same once you loose it.
Thoughts,
Got me seeing red,
Socializing,
Annoying distracting from thoughts of dying,
Having trouble trying,
To find reasons,
Of not trying bad things,
Not progressing from little stings,
Relief I think it brings,
People,
The only reason I'm here,
Living in fear,
Of dying and living,
What a way to exist.
Not really wanting to persist and not really wanting to stop,
Quite sad,
Only after being mad,
Breaking down,
All without making a sound,
Questions being asked,
Lying as an answer,
Wishing they're just get it,
Yet they never do,
Sadly it's true,
Feeling no one cares about you,
Except you know they do,
So you keep going.
Dying and living all in one person.
*woo holidays and birthdays making me all dark and stuff yup hope you liked it holiday darkness on a different note*
Enjoy life because YOU'RE AMAZING!!!!!!
YOU ARE READING
No Clue
RandomI suck at writing so don't expect a story. If I do write a story it probably won't be good so don't expect much. I'm probably going to write random rhyming things or ramblings because I can't sleep or I get bored. Read if you want there'll probabl...
