In the Gray

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Hi hi. Here we go :)

My minds turned to mush,
It's hard to think,
Above all the clinks,
The taps,
The music,
Even the silence,
Nothing works,
And I have all these fleeting thoughts I can't seem to remember for the the life of me,
And it's scary,
Losing thoughts,
I used to have so many,
And now it's ummms and I don't knows,
Conversations when texting drag and I feel horrible afterwards since I never know what to say,
Then it's over.
Then I'm sad and relieves it's over because I didn't say anything I wanted,
Yet I'm alone.
The curse of finding balance in being alone and feeling lonely,
For me there is none,
Hopefully for others it's different.

Hey hey hey guess what?
YOU'RE AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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