Hi hi :)
I can't win,
It's sucked me in,
Jabbing me like a pin,
Making my head spin,
I feel weak,
And I'm afraid to speak,
My future looking bleak,
I wanna go,
But there's something I know,
I must live to see another show,
Each day goes so slow,
I don't know why I force myself up,
I just wanna stay down,
Not making a sound,
No muffled cry,
Or tear from my eye,
About my feelings I'll lie,
It's so hard to even try,
I kinda just wanna die,
I'm only here because of people,
Getting to a point where I don't care,
That would give me scare,
Something that's kinda rare,
There isn't a minute the thoughts spare,
I want to,
I'm addicted it's true,
Lies I'll spew,
Like fire,
I'm walking on a wire,
I know I'm a liar,
Wanting to be higher,
Above the pain,
It's no joke,
Early morning hours give my sanity a choke,
About what I heard I never spoke,
Not even a small croak,
I lost sanity,
Even if for a fraction of a minute,
I don't know how I'll spin it,
Reasons for why I'm pulling away,
Here isn't where I wanna stay,
Let me go my own way,
I don't want to put up with this anymore,
There's nothing I can fight for,
Not caring what life has in store,
I don't have religion,
Or anything to believe in,
Living has no reason,
But so does death,
There's no point to either,
No point to anything,
It's only a small sting,
But relief is what it'll bring.
I'm not very well, but
YOU'RE AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YOU ARE READING
No Clue
RandomI suck at writing so don't expect a story. If I do write a story it probably won't be good so don't expect much. I'm probably going to write random rhyming things or ramblings because I can't sleep or I get bored. Read if you want there'll probabl...
