Haze

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Hi hi :)


Lost in this state,
Deteriorating at a fast rate,
I'm so late,
And I kinda hate fate,
Hoping someone will relate,
But I'm alone,
In my own zone,
Lost in my mind,
No purpose to find,
I'll be fine,
I just have to grow a spine,
And call someone mine,
Lying on the floor,
One hit,
And I'm an addict,
Looking for relief,
It's not cheap,
A quick escape,
From this cycle I hate,
But it remains unbroken,
And my words unspoken,
Lost in tears,
Hating my fears,
Thoughts like spears,
Attacked by questions,
Leaving me cracked,
Laying still,
Not letting my hopes fill,
Am I weak?
Alone?
Pathetic?
I want to burn,
Every sick feeling,
That keeps me sick,
I feel disgusting,
And the world around me is rusting,
I am trusting,
But it gets crushed,
When I let people down,
With little sound,
Pain I've found,
In a scrap of metal,
Making feelings settle,
And things calm.
Leaving me weak,
But safe,
Love hiding in pain,
I have scars to gain,
And nothing has been the same,
I'm just a shame,
Taking the blame,
And never wanting other to feel the same.

Okay uh yeah...
YOU'RE AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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