No Clue

Caring

Hi hi wasabi which you? Haha Cars 2 anybody? Nope okay uh welp hi hi here are some of my random thoughts not rhyming just writing because I feel like typing and not thinking of okay words that go together. So yeah read if you want.

So I was thinking and one of the things that keeps me up at night is not knowing. Not knowing what might happen tomorrow. Yet mostly it's because I don't know myself. I don't know what I am not that I care very much, but sometimes it matters. I don't know how to help very well so haha of you need advice or help try not asking me. Unless you want someone kinda unhelpful. I guess comment if you want or something. Doesn't matter if you do or don't it's your life do whatever you want with it. I mean try not to die. I like people breathing because then they can't really be gone.

Another thing I do is play out my death. I mean when I do I kill over I'll probably be old because well as much as I think about dying I don't have very much guts nor do I want to as much as I think I do. Anyway I tend to think about who would be there. I think I'd want people to have a party because hey I might be dead, but I'll live on in the thoughts of people. Plus parties are fun so I want people to have fun.

Another thing I think about is cravings and impulses. Like when you want food or to do something and you just can't shake the feeling or imagining yourself doing it.

I also don't get addiction which goes hand in hand with craving. It's just this thought that you need something or you feel horrible. Like that one thing will make all bad things go away, but it leaves problems after the relief is gone.

Welp I think I'm done so um breathe maybe go eat some food or go to sleep. Remember time is not linear so whatever you'd like to do about that.