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Chapter 43

1st POV:

After Draken's funeral, I didn't see much of Takashi. Draken's death impacted Takashi a lot and he ended up spending all his time locked in his room, when I would go over to see him he would simply tell me he was busy with a fashion competition he was going to enter. Obviously, I was happy that he was doing what he was passionate about it but was hard seeing him like that.

I knocked on Takashi's bedroom door after Luna and Mana let me inside, telling me how worried they were about their older brother. I heard a grunt that sounded like a what which I took as an invitation to open the door. "Hey, Takashi... I just wanted to come over to say that I was going to see Takemichi in the hospital today and wanted to know if you wanted to come?"

"I can't. I'm busy. I told you this already Y/N." Takashi sighed as he continued working, not sparing me a glance. 

"I know, it's just Luna and Mana are worried about you, they say you haven't come out of your room at all and that you're barely eating. I'm worried about you too. We don't have to see Takemichi, we could just go for a walk or someth-"

"Y/N!" Takashi yelled interrupting me, "I told you I'm busy, can't you see that?" He continued in a quieter yet still harsh tone. 

"I- I know. It's just you haven't come out since Draken-"

"Yeah and who was the one who was with Draken?! Because it sure as hell wasn't me!!" Takashi shouted finally looking in my direction.

"Wh- what's that supposed to mean?" I speak barely loud enough for him to hear me.

"You should have told Draken to leave instead of joining that gang with him. What the hell were you thinking?! You knew I asked him to keep an eye on you, you should've stayed out of everyone's way. You never listen. You always get in the way. Why can't you stay away from everyone? You know once you came into our lives that's when everything bad started happening. Baji died and now Draken's dead, who's next? Me?" As I took in his harsh words I could barely think,

"W-what?" I managed to squeak out not knowing whether he actually heard me or not as he simply turned away and continued working.I swallowed as I attempted to hold back tears. I was already blaming myself for what happened to Draken but Takashi blamed me as well... 

He thought I was responsible for everything bad that happened.

"I'll go then." Not even sure whether the words came out or not I left his house ignoring the calls from Luna and Mana. 

Did Takashi really feel that way? 

After mindlessly walking around for what felt like hours I somehow ended up outside the hospital. Standing there for a minute I decided I would go in to see Takemichi. 

I made my way to his hospital room, opening the door to see Hina-chan sitting next to an unconscious Takemichi.

"Y/N-chan..." Hina smiled at me. My eyes welled up with tears seeing her. "Uhh- oh no Y/N-chan, I'm sorry did I say something bad? What's wrong?"

"I'm sorrrrryyyy!" I wailed as Hina brought me into a hug. "I was there and Draken-kun and- and- and- Takemichi a-and- Mikeyyyy..." I continued hugging Hina-chan.

"Shhhhh, it's okay Y/N-chan. It's ok, I know. Shhhhh," Hina soothed as she rubbed my back. 

"B-But Takashi.... Takashi said everything is all because of me," I spoke in one large breath. Hina grabbed my shoulders causing me to look at her,

"Takashi is just upset, you know he would never think that. Don't think that for a second, ok?" I slowly nodded my head as she wiped my tears before bringing me into another hug. "Geez, you're just like our cry baby Takemichi," Hina laughed causing me to laugh.

Hina-chan left not long after I had calmed down to go get flowers for Takemichi and I decided I too would go as I had been sitting here along and Takemichi still hadn't woken up. I found some paper next to the bedside table and wrote a small note telling Hina-chan that I had left. I kept my head down as I left Takemichi's room and made my way down the hall until I ran into someone. I quickly apologised and tried to keep walking but they grabbed onto my arm which caused me to look up at them. 

"Why would you do that? Why did you have to go along with Takemitchy and get Draken-kun involved? He was supposed to live! The two of you have messed everything up!" Chifuyu spoke before releasing my arm and walking towards Takemichi's room. I didn't even try to stop him, I knew. I watched him enter the room, never turning back to look at me before I turned and made my way out of the hospital.

Timeskip

I stood in the graveyard holding three small bouquets of flowers. I place one of them in front of Draken's grave, sitting down in front of it, making a little prayer before I began talking, hoping that he would be able to hear me. "Umm... hey Draken-kun, I don't know if you can hear me wherever you are but I'm... I'm really sorry. I should've done something, I should've called the ambulance even when you stopped me, maybe I shouldn't have gone with you, no, no, I shouldn't have joined the gang. I should have convinced you to leave... just like Takashi said... If I did that you'd still be here. I'm so sorry Draken-kun." I cried quietly. Once I managed to stop the tears I placed another bouquet next to the one I just put down, "I don't know where you are but I know you're with Emma-chan so I brought these for her as well." I smiled and nodded once before I got up and walked over to another gravestone, placing the bouquet down and sitting in front of it just like I had down with Draken's. "Hi nii-chan," I whispered, "I guess you never got to hear me call you that, I bet you would have loved it seeing as you would get excited when I called you Keisuke. I hope you're happy wherever you are. I wish I could be with you... Everything is so hard. Draken-kun is gone as well now and I don't think Tak- Mitsuya or Chifuyu will forgive me. Do you think I would have been better off if I stayed away from you and went to live by myself... I mean I would've been fine since our dad would've paid child support and stuff. If I never met you I would never have lost you, or Draken, or Mikey and- Mitsuya and Chifuyu. I don't know how to fix things..."

Sorry this is getting a bit angsty 

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