After the Heist

Jealousy

Tammy's POV:

"Are you and Lou a thing now?" I ask Debbie as we get in my car.
"Define a thing," she replies looking at me.
"Are you guys dating?"
She giggled, a smirk creased on her lips.
"Why does it even matter Tammy?"
"I care about you Deb, you know that."
"Tammy," Debbie says, holding my hand.
"Just tell me, Debbie."
"I really love her Tam," She replies honestly.
"Yeah, I could see it from a mile away," I say while hiding the sadness creeping up my chest.
I've been so in love with Deb for the longest time, but she has never felt the same. She has always been caught up in heists or other people. I never thought she would have a girlfriend, especially Lou, but when I saw them together I just knew. The way she looked at Lou as if she was the most perfect human being. You could see the way she admired every little thing she did. I was jealous.
"Why is that look on your face?" She asks.
"Ohh no, nothing," I say, trying to hide the emotion. "How did it happen?"
"I've always dreamed of being with her Tam, ever since the first day I met her. But you know Lou, I never thought it would be possible. When she got back from Las Vegas she called me, and that is when we decided to go to Dubai. That whole time I had to control myself, control the strong desire I had to be with her, the craving I had to touch every inch of her body. I had to stop myself from going into her room every single night."
"So, what happened next?" I ask.
"We went to Bali, I started feeling tension. I could catch her eyes looking at me differently, or she would say things that I wasn't sure if it was flirting or not. One day while we were in the pool we kissed, and that was it."
"So you guys are dating now or is it just casual?"
"I don't know Tam, we never really talked about it actually. After that day we just - you know - have been together."
"You should probably talk about Deb to avoid any future conflicts."
"Yeah, I should." She replies while parking the car. "But at the same time I don't feel the need to, it's perfect the way it is."
"How is Lou anyway as a girlfriend, I can't imagine."
"She's - everything is just so passionate and intense with her. The sex, the way she touches me, holds me. Even when we were not together, she was one of the best friends I could have asked for. She always had my back no matter what."
"Sounds like you really love her Deb, I'm happy for you," I say honestly.
"I really am happy with her Tam."