thirteen :: mgc

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we stayed silent for the remainder of the night. she starred at her hands as i starred at the wall awkwardly, from my spot in the corner.

i was so sure that she hated me but she was just too tired to break up with me. but im sure she will soon, without a doubt.

i sighed and closed my eyes, resting my head on the wall behind me. i got more comfortable in the seat and tried to fall asleep.

but that wasnt happening.

because i could literally feel her eyes burning into me from across the room, it made me feel awkward.

i opened my eyes again and shirted my gaze over to her. her gaze was empty compared to my tired one.

she was empty.
• • •
i woke up at 5am and it sucked. i never wake up that early, but for whatever reason, i did.

i glanced over at her; she was asleep. i sighed and closed my eyes again, tapping my fingers and humming to a random song that i made up in my head.

since i had nothing else to do, i decided to walk around the hospital for awhile to see what was here.

i waltzed out of the room and down the long series of halls that i've been down about 3 times now.

i looked around at my surroundings, there were nurses in blue and doctors in white and patients in gowns. the walls were white with flowers painted on it.

there weren't as many people here as i expected there to be, but then again it is 5am.
• • •
they wouldn't let me bring food into her room, which i think is bogus to be honest, so i ate at the stupid hospital cafeteria.

it was around 10am now so Luke, Ash, and Calum should be waking up soon, unless their already awake of course.

and speaking of the devils, as if in sync, they all texted me things such as;

'where the fuck are you?'

'we were supposed to hang out today, are you abandoning us?'

'michael i fucking swear, if you're with a girl im going to slit your throat.'

of course the last text was from calum and of course i replied with:

'oopsies'