Mrs. Right

Monogamous Virgin

Jimin POV

My heartbeat turned into a drumline in my chest when she confessed she had feelings for me, too. I put my hands on her waist and pulled her to me to comfort her as she cried. As I wrapped my arms around her and rested my head on her, she ran her delicate fingers through my hair.

If her husband no longer felt it necessary to let her know how special she is, I was surely going to show her. The fool no longer wanted her. I had wanted her from the first time I saw her photo on Yoongi's phone. I pulled her down to the couch and laid on top of her, looking into her eyes. I would have given anything to take away the pain her husband had caused her. I wiped a tear from her cheek and kissed her gently on the lips.

She ran her hands up my arms to my shoulders then to my head. I lightly licked her lips and she parted them. Our tongues intertwined as we kissed even deeper. I held her head with one hand as I caressed her with my other hand, moving from her waist down her hip to her thigh. I gently squeezed her thigh and lifted it up, slowly opening her up to me.

I kissed down her neck and she gasped when I stopped at the spot where her neck met her shoulder and began to gently lick and suck. I ran my hand back up her thigh, slipping it under her sweater. Damn! Her skin felt like silk. I slowly worked my way from her waist to her ribs. Just as I was moving my hand toward her breast, she grabbed it through her sweater and froze.

I quickly pulled back and looked at her face. There was fear written all over it.

"What's wrong?"

"I'm scared," she said, her voice trembling.

I suddenly noticed she was shaking. I lifted myself off of her and she sat herself up.

"Jimin, I really do want this, but . . ."

"Shit! You don't have any condoms, do you?"

She shook her head. "No. My husband and I didn't use them."

"I can quickly run to a store and get some."

It's not just that, though."

"Is it because it's been a while?"

"Well, yes, it's been a while--since before I came to South Korea. But there's something more."

"I looked at her, puzzled."

"Jimin, I'm not sure if I'm ready. I've never been with anyone but my husband. I honestly don't know if I'm any good. I'm afraid I will be a disappointment to you."

My eyes grew wide. This goddess had only been with one man her entire life?! And she was afraid of being a bad lover?!!

"Trust me, Addy, there's no way you'll disappoint me, but I don't want you to feel pressured into doing something you aren't ready for."

"See! I'm already letting you down." She leaned over, resting her face in her hands.

"Oh, my angel." I wrapped my arms around her and kissed her on the head. "No, you aren't. I want to be with you, but only when you are ready. I will be just as happy if you let me hold you in my arms all night long."

She turned and kissed me, then laid her head on my shoulder. I laid back onto the couch so I was laying across it and pulled her down next to me, letting her rest her head on my chest. We fell asleep in each other's arms.