live a little - j.birch

t h i r t y - t w o

a/n - sorry for the wait for this! i honestly didn't expect people to read this story so i didn't put a lot of effort in, it was just something for me and my weird fiction crush! but i'll try getting more chapters out! don't forget to vote and comment :)

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"how did you convince your parents to let you have a party again?" i questioned leah as i finished the last of my hair curling. she giggled whilst trying to pull on a pair of white stockings, this resulting in her staggering across her bedroom and holding onto her headboard for support. i shook my head and chuckled at her ridiculousness.

"well mom and dad wanted a night to themselves over the holidays and i said you was sad cause of your parents and judd and school-" i cut her off with a small scoff and eye roll.

"i'm not upset over-" she spoke over me.

"so they said we can have a little get together as long as the house was the way they left it when they return. so let's just accept you're feeling a bit shitty and use it as an excuse to drink." she grinned at me, resulting in a light slap to her upper arm. in all actuality, clearly i was feeling down recently. it's been a mix of everything but being able to have fun with leah again has made me feel a little more normal.

"what christmas thing are you dressing as then? clearly i'm mrs claus." i motioned to the outfit leah had bought me a few days prior for christmas. leah was a whore for a themed party, and loved the costumes chosen more if they were a slutty version. anything could be made slutty in her eyes.

"an elf, duh." she spoke as she gestured to the green mini skirt she was pulling over her hips. she had a green top that had a plunging neckline and red trimming along the edges to match her green and red hat. it all accentuated her curves in the right places and made her look incredible. i pulled on the dress and accessories that leah bought me whilst putting in the earrings that her parents bought me aswell as the necklace judd bought me. the dainty chain and crescent felt like ice on my skin that was a tad bit extra warm due to the alcohol hitting my system.

"aren't we a bunch of sexy ladies." leah giggled and spun me around, which wasn't too hard considering our height difference. for the first time in a long time, i felt like myself again. partying with my best friend, no thoughts about everything in my life that was going wrong. just me and leah, laughing and mucking about like the idiots we were. but things can't ever stay nice for long.

a shrill noise was echoing from across the hall, slithering its way under the bedroom door and nipping into my ears. it was almost like a dog yapping, but not a cute dog, like one of those tiny practically hairless dogs that resembled rats more then an actual hound.

"what the fuck is that noise?" leah mumbled, opening her door and walking into the hall. i followed in suit, my curiosity getting the better of me. the yapping was louder and clearly distinguishable. my face burned red as leahs blue eyes widened.

"oh my god, bella i'm so sorry." leah grabbed my hand and dragged me downstairs. i was in a shocked silence. leah knew that the quickest medicine was a shot, even if it wasn't the healthiest.

"i'm such an idiot." i mumbled. the sentence kept running through my head. idiot. idiot. idiot.

"no he's the idiot. i can't believe i'm related to this jerk." the vodka shots were poured, two each. i did all four before leah could think and then grabbed the bottle to take a couple more swigs. my lungs burnt. i was sick of hurting. i was sick of only feeling comfort as my throat was shredded by the burning liquid. my liver was probably sick of these coping strategies.

"how about we try finding a cute guy? someone to take your mind off of things." she nudged my side with a small giggle. i rubbed my forehead and tilted my head back, staring up at the ceiling. my mind wandered for a moment, scanning potentials in my mind. then, the perfect candidate drifted into my thoughts. i smirked as i grabbed my phone and dialled his number.

"haven't spoken in a while bells, how are you doing?" his flirtatious tone entered my ears from the phone, and i could hear his grin through his words.

"in need of some cheering up. was thinking you could come assist that need, and maybe a few others. obviously des and ollie can come too, but there's a few things i just want you for." i bit my lip as i waited for tye's response. he was known as a fuck boy and he had made clear signs of wanting to get into my pants before.

"wouldn't miss it for the world. see ya soon gorgeous." the phone line went dead and i twirled my phone in my hands as i winked at my gushing best friend.

"let's get some more shots in me so i can kiss that boy without wanting to barf."

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"there's my gorgeous lady." tye's voice yelled over the pounding music, his arm swinging over my shoulders and hand landing extremely close to my tit. i rolled my eyes and shoved him slightly.

"not yours lover boy. now come on, i've got some shots with your name on." i winked towards destiny and oliver who had arrived with tye. they laughed at me as i grabbed tyes hand and lead him to the kitchen. judd was stood at the back door with a joint lazily draped in his lips.

"so, what did you exactly want me for tonight bells?" tye asked as he prepared us some shots. i giggled, sitting myself on the countertop. tye took this as an invite to stand between my legs, a shot in each hand. i took one, not breaking eye contact.

"i think you know." i pursed my lips before drinking my shot. he followed in suit before running his hands up my exposed thighs, his eyes roaming my body.

"you look fucking incredible bella." he groaned, his hands now on my hips. i felt eyes on me as i licked my lips, my eyes settling on his. without thinking, i put my hands in his hair and smashed my lips against his, hungrily searching for relief from the pit i was falling into. he was a good kisser, there was no denying that, but it didn't feel how it did with judd. he began trailing his kisses down my jaw and to my neck, where he lightly sucked and nibbled. i let out a quiet moan, my eyes landing on a pair of cold and harsh green ones. judd watched as tyes hands glided across my body. i winked at him, before hamming up my reactions to his touch a little, just to piss him off more. i watched as his eyes followed tyes hand as it travelled under my skirt and landed on my underwear. that was apparently the last straw as judd slammed the back door shut and stalked away.

"how about we take this fun somewhere else?" i lead him upstairs and scanned the rooms before my eyes fell on a specific door with a "stay out" sign slapped on it. i let my grin get wider as my payback fell into motion. i kicked the door open lightly, resulting in tye letting go of my hand.

"that's judd's room. we-we can't-" i cut him off.

"and why not? don't you wanna help me meet those needs." i asked, tilting my head to the side slightly as i leant into his chest a little. his brown eyes were wide as he got more and more flustered.

"he-he'll kill me bella. i'll probably get shit for even touching you. let alone in his bed." i rolled my eyes.

"where's the fun without the thrill tye. the idea of you, taking me right on his bed with the chance of him catching us makes me feel like cumming on the spot. are you gonna come help me out or should i ask ollie?" these words kicked something in his mind as he pushed his lips against me and led me into the room, slamming the door shut behind him.