Somebody To Hold (Book 0.5) (AU series) - INTERSEX

Chapter Thirteen

Elliot

As I lay against her heated chest, I draw little circles over her nipples. The glow from the moon is the only light shining into our bedroom. With the kids gone for the weekend, we can focus on each other and have some much-needed mommy daddy time.

We lay in silence as we try to catch our breath from such an intense night. The quiet is peaceful, and the beat of our hearts is the only sound we hear. Mine beats for her and hers for mine. Her hands run through my hair as she twirls the ends with her fingertips. My stomach growls, and I look at the clock on the nightstand. It shows 10:34 pm. I lean up onto her chest and come face to face with her. She smiles and brushes a strand of hair behind my ear. Her touch is gentle. Nothing like the session we just had.

The thought of that lady talking to Juliet comes back to the forefront of my mind, and my mood instantly changes. I lay back down and pinch my lip repeatedly, pulling it out as I let her name run through my mind. I don't have to say anything for Alex to know something is wrong.

She lifts me slightly to face her. Her thumb grazes across my cheek as her eyes search mine for what's wrong. After being together for this long, Alex knows when something upsets me too much to talk about it, I become small and want to be pampered. It was weird for her at first when I slipped into little space and baby talked to her, but her dominant side took over fairly quickly.

She was good at handling me when I became small and wanted more attention. And I was comfortable enough to trust that she wouldn't take advantage of me when I was in that state. I might show dominance sometimes, but I know who's Daddy and who wears the pants at the end of the day.

"Talk to me," she says tenderly.

My stomach growls again, and I roll my eyes. "Can we get a snack first?" She stares at me for a second before closing her eyes and nodding.

"Okay baby," she lifts me off of her, and I sit nakedly on the bed. I wait for her to toss on a shirt and some boxers before she grabs one of her hoodies and panties from the closet for me. She crawls back onto the bed, and I lift my arms for her to put it on. I do not feel like doing anything for myself right now. Her hoodie is a lot bigger than my petite body, and the smell of her surrounding me starts to lift my mood. She helps me into the panties then stands up. She extends her arm for me to walk with her, but I cross my arms and shake my head no.

"Elli, come on, I thought you were hungry," she sighs.

I pout and cross my arms in her oversized hoodie, not wanting to walk from having so much sex tonight. "I'm sore," I whine.

She smiles at my pouting and reaches for me. I crawl across the bed and attach myself to her neck and hips like a koala as she carries me to the kitchen. She locks her arms under my butt, and I lay my head on her shoulder. Being held in her strong arms quickly heals my sadness.

As we reach the kitchen, she places me on top of the counter and rests herself between my legs. "What does Baby Elli want for a snack?" she asks cutely. She calls me Baby Elli when I regress. It's her way of differentiating that I'm in little space.

I grin at her spoiling me, and shrug. "Eggs and bacon," she says. I think for a second and shake my head no, I'm not that hungry. "Okay, how about a peanut butter and jelly sandwich?" I make a face at her and shake my head. she sighs and goes to look into the fridge. "Strawberries with sour cream and brown sugar?"

My eyes light up to my favorite snack, and I bob my head vigorously. "Yes pleaseeee."

She smiles and starts to chop some strawberries up in a bowl and mix the brown sugar and sour cream. She places the bowl next to me and lifts me onto her hips again before grabbing the bowl and taking us back to the bedroom. She puts the bowl on the nightstand and flips the switch to the bedside lamp. While still attached to her, she walks across the bed on her knees and gently sits down. I release my legs from around her and scoot so that there is space for my strawberries in between us.