only you-Billie Eilish

Chapter 4

I take a deep breath in, it's too early for me to say I like her but we all know that I have some kind of feelings for this girl in my arms. I sigh and nod but I don't dare to open my mouth to say anything. After a while, I can feel her heartbeat and breathing slow down, meaning she fell asleep. "Only you." I whisper softly hopping she's asleep. I close my eyes and kiss the top of her head before I fall asleep.

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"Y/n, wake up." Someone whispers and I open my eyes to those beautiful ocean eyes, but now I'm the one lying on her chest. "Five more minutes." I whisper while snuggling my head more into her chest. "Alright." She agrees softly while brushing her finger tips through my hair and lightly caressing my scalp, wow that feels amazing. When I wake up I have to text Lis, to see where she's at because we're leaving tomorrow night. I close my eyes and let sleep wash over me again.

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I slightly open my eyes and try sitting up but someone's holding me down. I try to escape Billie's grip but I fail so I lie back down. She shifts closer to me so her head is now on my chest again but not only that... by now she's almost completely on top of me. I grab my phone and start scrolling through it while letting Billie sleep. I decide to text my sister and ask her where she's at.

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I feel Billie stir up and I look down. Her face scrunches up and she slowly opens her eyes and lifts her head of my chest. When she realizes in what position we were in, she starts blushing and rolls off of me. "Oh my god, I'm so sorry. I don't know what I was think-" She starts apologizing but I cut her off, "It's alright, no need to apologize." I say and she nods shyly before getting up.

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"What's your schedule for today?" I ask Billie as we're eating breakfast that we ordered, Taco Bell of course. "I have one more interview at 4 pm." She informs me and I nod. "It's already 2 pm we slept in." I remind her and she shrugs with a smile on her face. "Here take these." I hand her some painkillers because I know she has a bad headache. She lets a little 'thanks' out and takes them before we continue eating our 'breakfast' at 2 pm...

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"I'll go to my room now, I have to get ready and I'm pretty sure Fin's worried." She explains and I nod while walking with her to the door. I open the door and she pulls me in a warm hug, god she still smells so fucking good. I melt under her touch and after a few seconds we pull apart. "Before I go, you down to come with me to the interview? We could do something fun afterwards?" She asks softly and I nod with a smile on my face. "Alright, now go get your ass ready for your interview." I order with a serious look and she nods while saluting like a soldier and we burst out laughing as she leaves.

I'm really starting to catch feelings... she isn't even gay, I should stop thinking about her that way, we're friends nothing more.

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"Yeah, I'm about to leave right now, I'm going out with Billie." I inform my sister, she finally decided to come back. "Alright." She says tiredly. "Where were you?" I ask while crossing my arms over my chest. "I hooked up with the guy from yesterday." She explains and I nod while letting out a laugh. She for real is a little whore, but I love her so it's alright. "I hope y'all used protection." I say while laughing as she rolls her eyes at me.

"I've gotta get ready now." I tell Lis and she nods with closed eyes, she's really tired huh? I take some clothes out of my suitcase and rush into the bathroom to change. Once I'm finished, I make sure to put some light make up on before rushing out the bathroom.