only you-Billie Eilish

Chapter 25

"I'm so fucking close-" she starts but gets cut off by moans as her walls tighten around my fingers, motivating me to go faster, "fuck." She moans out while her eyes roll back and her legs shake around me. I continue my movements until she pushes my head away, "I can't take it." She mumbles while trying to catch her breath, "Oh believe me you can and will" I say with a smirk on my face.

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"I have to go home, I'm sorry baby." I say while hugging her and she groans while nodding sadly. "You can ask your boy toy to come over." I joke and she glares at me, "I know you're mad at me for being with Matthew and-" Billie says apologetic but I cut her off, "I never said that." I mumble while looking away and she sighs.

"Okay, well I know that you are and Y/n-" she starts once again but I cut her off, "No, don't." I whisper looking at her, "What no?" She asks confused, "don't apologize." I say while looking at her, "But I want to." She says and i shake my head no, "You shouldn't feel like you have a duty to apologize for moving on." I say softly.

"But I do, I feel like I have to apologize so I'm sorry, I'm sorry for everything, I'm sorry." She whispers while leaning closer to me and I hold my arms out for her and she snuggles into me. "I'm also sorry for the Jacob thing." I mumble into her neck and she shoots her head up. "It was Jacob?" She asks and I nod, "Like our friend Jacob?" She continues and I nod once again, "and you're still working with him?" She asks and I nod, "Yeah." I whisper and she nods while hugging me and kissing my neck, "Is there a problem?" I ask and she shakes her head no but I can still feel the tension.

If a person you like wants something from you, you'll give it to them because you want them to like you and if doing what they want archives that, you'll do it over and over again because humans think affection is doing something for someone but in fact affection is caring for someone or support them. It can also be something as simple as asking them how their day was, it's not always the big things that make someone happy, most of the time, the little things are way more important.

So that's what I'm doing today, yesterday was Valentine's Day and I know I'm too late for it but I still want to surprise Billie with something so I'll stay with her in New York and I'll show up at her show with flowers and hopefully she'll be happy to see me. Sounds good? I hope so.

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"Hey Claudia." I say while walking up to her before she greets me in a warm hug and I look over to Finneas, he has a sad smile on his face so I flash him a smile that he happily returns. I walk up to him and pull him into a hug, "I'm sorry." Finneas mumbles in my neck, "long forgotten ginger." I say while pulling apart and he gives me a smile. Claudia and Alexa walk up to us, "So you're here to surprise my sister?" He asks and I nod while smiling, "You two are a thing again?" He asks and I nod my head, I mean we are a thing again right? I hope so.

"You wanna stay with Claudia?" He asks and I shake my head no, "Actually no, I wanna go in the crowd. I heard these happier than ever shows are pretty cool." I tease while smiling at him and he rolls his eyes while nodding. "It can get a lot if fans recognize you." Claudia says, "I tried it and believe me it didn't went too well." Claudia continues and I nod, "Yeah but no risk no fun." I tease and she nods in agreement and we start walking through the hallways.

"You can't tell Billie anything." I say and they both nod "See you later." We say before I take Alexa's hand and start walking to two bodyguards. My bodyguard is here so he'll be joining us in the crowd, if something happens he'll be there, so no need to be worried.