only you-Billie Eilish

Chapter 36

"What?"I ask shyly as her eyes don't leave mine, "I love you." She states softly, my eyes soften and she leans down, connecting our lips, her hand travels to my hair, lightly tugging on it, the kiss turns into a make out session, we only pull apart to catch our breath while our foreheads are pressed together, "I love you too." I whisper with a soft smile on my face.

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"Quick question, when can I plan on sleeping in a normal bed?" I ask as she laughs at me, "Already enough of the bunks?" She asks and I nod, "You're lucky we're staying at a hotel tonight." She replies and i nod in acceptance, great. "C'mon." She says while holding her hand out for me, I take it and she leads me through the huge halls, "Sound check?" I ask and she hums, we make our way to the stage, I sit onto the cold floor in front of the stage, "Everything set?" Fin asks and he gets a signal from Andrew, their drummer, the lights go off and Billie gets shot out of the stage, she lands on the stage and it looks so cool but she looks so tiny.

She's basically only performing for me so I feel special, "Go baby!" I shout and she smiles at me, after a few songs, she gives Fin and Andrew a sign and they stop, "What do you think?" She asks, "Are the lights good? Is the music loud enough?" She rambles out and I nod, "It was perfect." I tell her and she beams down at me from the stage above me, in every new venue Billie herself checks if everything looks and sounds good because not every venue is the same and she wants to give her fans an incredible and unforgettable show, she cares so much about them and it's the cutest thing ever.

She continues and after a while Claudia joins me, she's sitting next to me, her head leaned against my shoulder while listening to 'your power', the song has such a deep meaning, i love it. I hum along the lyrics, enjoying the moment.

The rehearsal ends and I stand up while clapping, I start fangirling over my girlfriend, she smiles down at me while holding her hand out for me, I take it and climb onto the stage, she sites on the edge and I lean my head on her shoulder, "That was amazing." I state softly and she hums while wrapping her arms around my lower back, she looks down at me, with a loving expression, those ocean blue eyes staring right into mine, i lean forward and press my lips against hers, we share a slow passionate kiss, "I'm still here." Andrew says and Billie flips him off, they're pretty close friends, Andrew is really talented and nice.

"I love you." I whisper, "I love you too baby." She replies softly and hugs me close, I take a deep breath in, taking in her iconic scent, "You smell so good." I mumble into her neck, "What?" She ask while pulling away, "You smell good?" I repeat, "After jumping around?" She asks and I nod, "I smell awful." She says and i shake my head no while pulling her back into me, "People would kill to smell your sweat." I tease and she laughs at me but still hugs me back.

She stands up and once again holds her hand out for me, I take it, "C'mon." She says while leading me back to the halls and through the back exit, we make our way out, a lot of fans are already waiting at the venue for her, she looks at me and I nod, "Go ahead." I encourage her and she smile while running up to some fans, as they see Billie they all start shouting and some of them start crying, "No, no don't cry." Billie tries comforting a fan, she keeps on crying, Billie signs some merch and takes some pictures, "Is that Y/n?" A fan asks and Billie nods while calling me over.

I approach them and also take some pictures, not long after security approach us and tell us we need to leave for safety reasons, "We love you." Some fans shout, Billie gives them a group hug, "I love you guys too." She says and I pout at their cute interaction, precious. "I love you." I say to a fan and hug her, I pull away and walk up to Billie, waiting for her.