"What do you think of Billie Eilish?" Someone asks and usually, I wouldn't answer but I can't just not answer this one. "She's an icon, duh." I say while looking straight into the camera.
"I'll miss you so much." I mumble into Alexa's neck, "I already miss you." She replies and tears fill my eyes, I hate goodbyes. "I'll text you later." I reply while pulling away, she has a pout on her face, "don't make me cry." I whisper and let a little laugh out, god always these emotional bitches, fuck I forgot I am one of them...
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"Wow you look so good." Billie says while checking me out, "And that's a surprise?" I ask teasingly and she rolls her eyes while walking up to me, she wraps her arms around my neck while mine wrap around her waist, "no baby we both know you always look good." She says while leaning in but I dodge it, she frowns and I cup her cheek while pouting at her, "Our lipstick baby." I say and she scoffs, "If you don't wanna kiss me just say it." She teases and i roll my eyes while sighing, I softly peck her lips and a small smile appears on her pretty face, she leaves after a while to get her final touch ups and i face time Lis.
"Hey babes." I greet her, "hi." She says, we make some small talk and i tell her the exact time she has to come pick me up, she's driving us to the airport, I'll meet up with Zendaya there, my team is already in Paris awaiting me.
"Are you ready?" James asks from the doorframe, I take a deep breath in and nod, he leads me to the set and the photographer tells me how to pose, after two good hours the photoshoot is over. "You wanna take a peck at the pictures?" The photographer asks and i nod with a grateful smile, wow these are all good, "I like this one." I tell him while pointing at it, he nods and we make some small talk but before I can leave he pulls me to the side, "What do you think about modeling?" He asks, "It's cool, why?" I ask unsure about where this is going.
"Well if you are interested, I can arrange something." He says kindly, "I'm an actress not a model." I tell him, "I know but you're a natural on camera." He assures me and I smile at him, "I'll think about it." I tell him and he nods while handing me his card. Don't get me wrong modeling is really nice, I actually love it but I have a lot of stuff going on and modeling for sure isn't something I'm able to get into my schedule, at least not for now.
I walk into my dressing room and get changed, a comfortable outfit for the long flight,
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Fuck where is my sweater? I'll text Lis to bring it with her, I walk out of my room while looking at my phone, "You weren't about to leave without a goodbye right?" Billie says and i turn around with a soft smile, flashbacks from the Ellen Degeneres show flashing through my mind, she said exactly the same thing that night, so I decide to play along, "I eh-h, sorry-y." I stutter out with a small smile on my face, she gives me a look and we burst out laughing.
"We were so cute." Billie states and i nod, "Cute? I was so nervous, I could barely talk to you at first." I complain and she rolls her eyes, "It was so cute, I remember the day after we first met, I went home and rambled about you all day long, I ended up forcing my family to watch one of your movies that night." Billie reveals and I can't help but smile at her, "What that's so cute." I compliment her, her cheeks flush and a small smirk appears on my lips.
