only you-Billie Eilish

Chapter 20

"You don't have to lie." I whisper while sighing, "It's none of your business." She snaps harshly at me and I take a step back removing my hand from her arm, a guilty expression appearing on her face, regret written all over her pretty face.

"The producer told us we should give you a little tour." I explain while looking at Zendaya and Rosalia, ignoring her gaze at any cost. She nods and I start walking towards them, Billie following closely behind me.

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"Y/n!" Someone shouts and I turn around but before I could react someone jumps up at me. I stumble back, almost falling as she wraps her arms around my shoulder. "I missed you." Alexa says while smiling at me and I know damn well what she's tryna do. "You literally saw me two hours ago." I say teasingly, "We drove here together." I continue, not wanting to play along with her little game as I feel someone's stares burning into the side of my head. "Yeah because I once again slept over." She says softly and I shake my head no while pushing her off me, she has to stop this.

I turn around looking at the girls, Billie has an unpleased expression with a little frown on her face. "This is Alexa." Zendaya introduces her to the two singers, "And Alexa this is Billie and Rosalia." Zendaya explains before they greet each other amd Alexa starts talking but I cut her off, "So you are B-" Alexa starts, "Let's continue." I say, cutting her off and they nod, gosh we have to get away from Alexa. "I can join you guys now, I have some time." Alexa says with a smirk on her face Before wrapping her arms around me. "Great" I mutter under my breath. We stop at Fezco's house and I excuse myself while pulling Alexa with me, god I shouldn't have told her about my past with Billie.

"What the hell do you think you're doing?" I whisper shout at her, anger rushing though my body. She HAS to stop now! "What do you mean?" She ask innocently and once again I feel someone's eyes on me, burning a hole in the back of my head. "Stop it." I whisper shout at her before turning around and immediately locking eyes with the one who has been staring at me the entire time, Billie. I walk back to them and join the tour again, giving some light explanations every once in a while.

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"You are fucking dead to me." Zendaya says while walking closer to Hunter but she shakes her head no. "You don't mean that-" she starts but Zendaya cuts her off, "I fucking mean every fucking word!" Zendaya says with a laugh at the end. "You're dead to me Jules!" She whispers while pointing her finger at her, their faces inches apart now. "I don't believe you." She whispers tears filling her eyes.

"You and me, we're fucking done." Zendaya says while pointing between them and once again Hunter shakes her head no. "There's nothing fucking there anymore." Zendaya says without showing any emotions, wow she's a great actress. "Nothing fucking there!" She repeats and they continue the scene while I lose myself in deep thoughts, wow that was amazing, just as I imagined. Is this scene familiar? Yeah because I might've shared my idea with the writers and they found it amazing and decided to add it to the episode.

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"Wow that was amazing!" I say amazed as they finish the long ass scene up, "As you imagined?" The director asks and I nod, "Yeah exactly how I imagined, maybe even better." I say while looking at him and he nods with a proud smile before congratulating the girls and Dominic. "We'll have to record some more angles." He explains and they nod and get back to acting.

I look around to spot Billie sitting on a chair next to Rosalia and the rest of the cast, a tear leaving the corner of her eye but she quickly wipes it away. She looks around, checking if someone saw it and her eyes quickly land on mine before she stands up and walks off, fuck. I didn't waste a thought about Billie, I totally forgot she'll see this, if I'm being honest I thought about it but I didn't care, I'm a horrible person.