Hey guys!!! So remember, on chapter 41, I asked for song suggestions for the title? My broski (idk it has a nice ring to it righttttt) Brooke/Tiani suggested the song Sorry by Jonas Brothers. I actually haven't listened to it yet, but I'm going to change it just because I trust her and yeahhhhh. Just a little newsflash for y'all. I actually had a lot of fun writing this chapter!!! Idk is that weird????? Please comment/follow/vote! Ill love you forever :D
Random fact, MY BUNNIES EYES OPENED THEIR EYES TODAY. My bunny had babies so yeah. But then this morning I also found out one of them died D: omg. So yeappppp. Here's chapter 43 :D oh and Nobody's Perfect is by Hannah Montana/Mily Cyrus.... :D
Chapter 43
Nobody's Perfect
"Ross?" i ran up the stairs, skidding to a halt at my closed door. "Ross?" i repeated, quieter. I could hear voices from inside my room. I pressed my ear against the thick door and could just make out what Ross was saying.
"No, Rydel, he kissed her, and she didn't fight back," i could hear the pain in his voice.
My heart dropped to the floor.
"True..." Ross Muttered.
I pressed my ear harder against the door.
"Now i know how she felt when she saw me with Molly," he let out a small sob. I chewed my finger nail. "But she didn't even fight." Ross was silent for a while. Should i go in? I thought. Then he started speaking again. "Everyone deserves a second chance," he concluded. "Okay... Thanks Rydel... Yeah... No, i wanna spend as much time with Jordan as possible before we go. Heck no i won't! Ok. No. Ask her. I don't know. Yeah, ok ok... Bye."
I slowly opened the door. "Ross?" i asked in a small voice. My throat was dry.
"Hi Jordan," he said quietly, avoiding my eyes.
I timidly walked over and sat in front of him on my bed. "Im sorry. It wasnt what it looked like. Connor--"
"Jordan," Ross cut me off, pulling me into his chest. "It's ok."
I took a shuddering breath; relieved that he was so quick to forgive me. But at the same time, i couldn't help but feel a little sad that he didn't care enough to look into the situation more. "It's not ok. Don't say it's ok," i snapped.
Ross gave me a weird look.
"It's not ok," i repeated, trying to soften my voice a little. But truth is, i was pissed. No, it WASN'T ok. It wasn't okay for me to just run around kissing other boys and then pretend like nothing happened. Ross needed to get that. "I can't just kiss some guy, and then you say it's okay. It's NOT okay!" i was almost screaming.
"You're overreacting," Ross murmured.
"No I'm not!" i shrieked.
"Ok, Jordan. It wasn't okay. Im hurting. It hurt. When i saw you with him, my heart SHATTERED. I thought you loved me. I don't know, i guess you do, but now i have reason to question your loyalty. What? Is that what you want me to tell you?!" he cried.
"Ross--"
"Jordan, look, it's done. I forgive you," he said, suddenly quiet again. "No.. No matter what you EVER do, i will never be able to resist coming back to you. Never." he gave me a sad smile, then He pulled me closer to him, resting his chin on the top of my head.
"You know i love you... Right?" i asked uncertainly after a moment.
Silence.
Ross took a deep breath.
"Yeah. Yeah... I do." he stood up, a grin on his face. "Come on. Let's go do something fun! Just forget about the world." he grabbed my hand, pulling me up next to him.
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