Forever & Always (A Ross Lynch Love Story)

Chapter 9: My Dilemma

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Chapter 9

My Dilemma

The next morning when Ross drove me home (I had spent the night at his house) my mom rushed to the door to meet us.

"Sweetie... We're moving." she said quietly.

I shrugged and said, "Where?" assuming that she meant just somewhere new in our town.

"Hawaii," she paused.

"Hawaii? I know you're joking mom!" i laughed and Ross grabbed my hand.

"I'm not. We're leaving in two weeks." she glanced at Ross and his jaw dropped.

"Why Hawaii? It's... So far away," Ross murmured.

"Carly's mom and i got great job offers from some company on the Big Island." a fat tear rolled down my face. "Don't cry, Jordan! That means you and Carly can still be together!"

I squeezed Ross's hand, then dropped it and pushed past my mom and ran up and into my room, my face in my hands. "How?" i thought between sobs. "How? My dad's visit had finally left my thoughts, i was about to start school again, and Ross and i..." sobs wracked my body and my breaths came in short gasps. I heard a faint knock on the door, shouted, "Go away!" and Ross stepped in.

"Jord?" he whispered, sitting down next to me on my hard wooden floor. He grabbed my hand and repeated my name.

I ignored him.

"Jordan," something wet landed on my hand. I looked up to see tears streaming down Ross's face. He wiped his eyes and said unsteadily, "It'll be okay. I'll come visit you, you can come visit me. We can use Skype, and FaceTime... Texting, talking. We WILL stay in touch."

That's when my heart broke. I knew that we'd never have the same relationship if we only saw each other twice a year in person and over facetime. Tears started silently rolling down my cheeks. Ross seemed to read my mind and buried his head in my shirt. I buried my nose in his hair.

Ross sat up and pressed his forehead against my chin. "You're still here for two more weeks, Jord." he sniffled. "We can spend the whole time together. You can come to the Austin & ally tapings. Theres only going to be one or two while you're here. You can spend the night at my house, or i can come here. I'm not going to lose you." he said more firmly.

The next day Ross and i spent at the beach. We swam, talked, but mostly kissed. Ross would wrap his arms around my body and pull me tightly against him at random moments, but i Never argued. His hands would move up and down my back, over my arms to my hands, and back again. My hands mostly remained around his neck, but this time it was my turn. I stuck my tongue into his mouth and he wrapped his tongue around mine, and my heart fluttered.

Later that day, when i went home with Ross, we say on the couch cuddled up watching Titanic. I seriously love the movie. Leonardo Dicaprio is so dreamy. After the three-hour movie was over, Ross and i went up to his room. He gave me one of his shirts to sleep in (which was way too long for me) and we crawled into bed together.

Ross had one arm underneath me and the other on my cheek. From the dim light that his nightlight cast across the room, i could tell he was smiling. I had one hand on his upper arm, and the other on his chest.

He scooted in closer to me and his hand that was brushing my cheek moved down to my lower back. Our toes intertwined and i moved even closer to Ross. His forehead was now pressed against mine, and i could feel his eyelashes beating softly on my skin. He shuddered, and that's when i did it. I pushed my legs up to the bottom of his torso area and wrapped around him. I pushed my chest into his, hard. Ross moved with me. He pushed in closer to me to make it easier for me to wrap around him, and he pressed his chest against mine. Then he pushed his whole body into mine, making our bodies so close that it looked like we were one. Still, he pushed harder. I pushed back, and then i leaned in and kissed him. His hand moved farther down my back until it was only a couple of inches above my tailbone. He used his other arm, that was still under me to pull me in closer still to him. I pressed against him with my whole body -- my legs, my torso, my face, my everything.

He pushed the pillow we were sharing off of the bed and managed to push himself even tighter against me. My hand curled and uncurled on his chest while we were kissing. After a while our motions slowed, and we both fell asleep.

When we woke up the next morning, we were still in the exact same position, our lips locked together. Except for one thing: Ross's hand was on my heart.

My heart skipped a beat.

Ross woke up minutes after and i smiled down at him. "Good morning," i whispered, running my fingers through his hair.