𝙁𝙖𝙩𝙚𝙙 - Akali x Male reader

Prologue

I think the one thing I hate about finally getting out of high school and going to college was that there would somehow be some sort of change - that I'd somehow be much different from the person I was throughout school.

Yet - nothing changed.

I kind of find it funny actually, that I would somehow be charismatic and finally be able to make more than a single friend and then lead up into a potential relationship that could blossom into something I want.

Yeah no.

I am still kind of a loser in that regard. I wouldn't say I am unattractive... that's hardly the case. I am just very anxious and pretty much a shut-in that can't hold a conversation to save his life. This just leads to an overall lack of confidence and that is just an instant mood killer for anyone.

Though what I lacked in social skills I made up for being a runner-up in the world championships as a recluse - I mean that would have been the case if I wasn't adopted like some lost child and forced into situations that make me want to go back home.

College... my campus experience so far is pretty much the same. Boring. Filled with me staying in my room and playing games. Staying up late nights to play games just to fill the empty void, just a few more years and then my lifestyle right now will pretty much be accepted as a regular thing.

God I am going to die alone.