Chapter Thirty-Four

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TW : mention of intermittent explosive disorder.
Also, this OST ㅠㅠ I've been listening to it a lot to write quite a few moments 💜

Also, this OST ㅠㅠ I've been listening to it a lot to write quite a few moments 💜

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| Hyejin

I drive through the streets. The sun is slowly setting and I can't get my mind off of Jin. I can't forget what I almost did either. I almost killed someone. Not anyone : Taehyung. I'm so terrified at the thought of Jin maybe dying.

I can't let that be. I just can't. It's not possible.

I hit the steering wheel, frustrated with myself. My hands hurt so bad. Taehyung didn't do too much damage digging his nails in my skin.

I don't drive to the hospital.

Instead, I drive straight to my place. I have about ten missed calls from Hoseok and Jungkook, five more from Jang Hoon. I can't deal with them.

All I want is for my brother to be alright but that just out of my power, out of my reach. I can't do a fucking thing for that. I can't just stay at the hospital and wait in the corridors. I'll just go insane.

I park the car in front of my building and walk in, calling the elevator. I feel sick, tired, angry, frustrated, beyond sad.

The elevator takes me up to my level and I get out, stopping dead in my tracks upon seeing a person I didn't expect to see here.

"Hyejin, thank god." He breathes, rushing to me and I drop my keys, eyes glued on him. He wraps me in his arms and holds me so tight.
I don't hold back my emotions and burst into tears.
My bloodied hands grip on the material of his sweater and I bury my face in his chest.

I release all the dark, strong emotions.

Fear being the predominant one. Fear of myself too.

"You know who it is, huh?" He asks softly and I nod, although too terrified to actually tell him. I can't take his own pain on top of mine. I just can't. Not yet.

Jungkook holds me tight, comforting me patiently while I cry all the tears I have in my body.

"Come on, let's go in." He opens his arms and I let him guide me to the couch.

He sits me down and takes my hands in his. I flinch at the contact and don't dare meet his eyes.

"I'd hate to see the other guy..." he mutters, and I meet his deep brown eyes filled with concern.

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