Last Memorià | Sunsun

Chapter XVIII

Sunghoon's POV

I searched the whole campus again, giving very strong déjà vu vibes. I came across Heeseung while looking for Sunoo and he saw me, "Sunghoon?"

"Heeseung? Sorry kinda busy right now." I was about to leave but Heeseung said something that caught my attention, "Looking for Sunoo?" That definitely made my head turn to him and immediately asked. "Where is he? Did you see him? Where did he go?"

He moved back from my interrogation, "Calm down Sunghoon, he was being carried by some guy I don't know. Looks like they were going to the clinic though." Clinic? Is he sick? Carried by some guy?

"Thanks, Heeseung!" I ran off, leaving him. Sunoo, please be okay. I approached the clinic and I heard giggling. Laughter in a clinic? Not normal. I peeked through the window on the door to only see Yeonjun feeding Sunoo. He even prodded Sunoo's cheeks. Jealousy overcame me and I almost busted in, desperate to stop what I was seeing.

Before I could do so, Sunoo also fed him. The two laughed once again, clearly having fun with the situation. I could only watch from afar as I watch the scene unfold. Really? Again? I couldn't stand it so I left with a heavy heart.

The rest was a blur and I found myself at my home. My body must've instinctively done it. The day tired me out, physically and mentally. I lay in my bed, spacing out. I lied there for seconds, minutes, hours. I felt something dripping on my face, I thought it was my sweat. I stood up and more fell. It was tears.

I didn't even notice I was crying, "Oh, Haha... I'm crying." Even more fell as I voiced it out. I let it out and fell asleep crying. The once I had buried memories were resurfacing back in my dream.

"Sunghoon it's not what you think-"

"What else am I supposed to think after I saw this!"

"Sunghoon please listen to me..."

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Sunoo's POV

Yeonjun offered to bring me home but I didn't want to trouble him any further after he carried me to the clinic. Also because I was half-curious where Sunghoon was. I saw the girl with him in the library at the gate, also going out. I couldn't stand her pick-me attitude, I decided to ignore her presence.

She screamed at me, "YOU! How dare you make Hoon- I mean Sunghoon leave!" I raised my eyebrow at her, "Why are you blaming me for Hoonie leaving you."

She scoffed, "Sunghoon was frowning with his brows knitted the whole time after you shouted at him!" Frowning? He seemed to be enjoying his lunch earlier though. Before she angrily stormed off, she warned me, "Just stay away from him if you're only going to make him miserable!" That hit me.

It never occurred to me that I was being the bad person here. I was negatively affecting his life. Sunghoon was always the one willing to apologize first. I let emotions take over me. I messed up. I groaned in frustration, "Kim Sunoo, you're so dumb!"

I decided to read Last Memoria to try and get stuff off of my mind. As I kept on reading, the scenes are giving me such a sense of familiarity. I didn't know the reason since this is the first time I've seen and read this book. Especially the lead, S.

I was able to read a lot of pages, reading a little over the middle of the book. The two were happy for a while but then had a fight which resulted in the female being left by the male. How could they let a single fight be the reason for their break up?

I decided to call it a day and got ready to sleep, putting down the book. Even though I got mad at Sunghoon, I was still worried. I can't be the reason he goes back to his cold self but I can't also suddenly go back to being buddy-buddy with Sunghoon. I had an internal conflict and before it could escalate, I forced myself to sleep.

I hope Sunghoon's doing well...