Chapter 10: A Sacrifice

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Jiro's POV:
I went to school with a massive headache, I don't know why, but I didn't feel like myself. I felt like someone was trying to take over and I was losing the person I was before, but I wasn't anyone before.. I was me.. unless.. I am someone else.

Ugh- all these thoughts are hurting my head.

I didn't remember who I used to be. Was I always carefree or was I totally different person before? I don't know why, but I could tell it felt wrong.. I was supposed to be depressed.. Why did I suddenly like myself? Why have I suddenly forgotten who I was?

'Wait.. why should I care..' I thought 'so what if I'm a different person now, I'm a better person then I was before and that's all that matters!'

I continued to think, 'Maybe, I should stay like this, and then maybe I'll finally be happy, maybe then I'll finally like myself.

So what if I forgot who I was before? This me is ten times better than the original and if people want me to go back to being the depressed person I was before, then they aren't my real friends and just want to see me miserable.

The point is I liked the new me, and that was all that mattered and if I had to sacrifice who I was before to stay like that then so be it...'

However, little did I know, I would regret it later...

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