Brain on Paper

Love letter

Hi,

Umm I honestly don't really know what to tell you. I can't picture you reading this, just in the second, I'm trying to find my words. I just know that whatever I feel, I can't explain it properly and especially not in a short sentence. I love you. Firstly, not in the way "I love you" sounds. I think it's quite ugly for such a beautiful meaning but mine means even more. Because you saved me. I haven't written a name down so there are still a few people that could be meant by this statement but the person, I am talking to has a special place in my heart. He made me feel like I was somebody. Somebody who's worth living and even if it was hard sometimes, I improved in living. I breath every second, my heart beats constantly and I'm proud of that. It seems like I have managed to live the best way possible but in the end of the day I know that it was your fault. You're to blame. Ever since I met you, I didn't seriously think about dying or giving up. I still got hurt but I always knew that I could make it with you by my side. Mostly because you're such an idol to me. I try to compare my luxury problems with your serious issues and it kinda helps me to know that you survived all this. I want to be like you and I'm giving my best. You just saved me in any way possible. That's my definition of I love you. So, thank you, Louis.

12 November 2021 | 9:57pm