The Black Wolf and her Mate

TWENTY

Ava's POV

The kiss was passionate and rough. I never thought I would be able to feel it ever again. He wasn't making any move to stop and pull away. Instead, he continues for a few seconds after I'm short of breath. Once he is content, he moves down, sucking on my mark. 

I grip his shoulder with one hand and run my other hand through his hair. He lets out a moan. He really likes me playing with his hair, doesn't he? I thrust both my hands' fingers into his hair, making him break away. 

I look into his eyes and see them overcome with lust. "Please, tell me to stop. I won't push you. If you don't want it, I won't do it. I don't want your first time to be forced." He said. I sighed. I don't want my first time to be like this either. Keeping him close to me is all I need. 

"I'm sorry. I got carried away." I apologize. He nods. I can see sadness in his eyes. I feel really bad for keeping him from this. I see his wolf trying to take over, and frankly, mine is too. 

Is it really worth it to fight the mate bond just because the first time isn't special? My wolf asks.

It's not just that. It's that annoying 'boss', too. I reply, spitting out the word 'boss' full of hatred.

It's not the circumstances that make it special, it's the person you spend it with. Besides, it's not like he'll be able to stop us once he's gone. She reasons, smirking at the end. 

That's enough to convince me. I can't really find a reason to argue when all I want is not to.

"It's not worth it. It's going to happen eventually, so why bother?" I explain, grinning like an idiot. He looks at me with a confused look. He's still not getting it?! Oh goddess. "I'm ready. I need you, Adam. I need you in me." I tell him, hoping he gets it this time.

His eyes blacken. "You sure?" He asks. I roll my eyes and give him a look 'do I look serious to you?'  He immediately crashes his lips on mine.

I lost my virginity that night. 

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I wake up to someone's lips on mine. By the fireworks I feel, I can tell it's Adam. I immediately kiss him back. He pulls away slowly. I open my eyes and look into his green orbs. 

"Good morning" He says, grinning like an idiot. I smile back at him. "Good morning." I reply. 

He leans over and pecks me on the tip of my nose. I chuckle at him. "I'm going to go to the bathroom." I declare and make my way there. When I get up and off the bed, the cold wind  hits my body and my core is sore. 

My cheeks immediately flush a bright shade of magenta, but I try my best to cover it up. I rush to the bathroom as fast as I can. It hurts a little, but I suck it up. I make it there fairly fast. I hear a growl followed by a few chuckles from Adam. I scowl. I'm going to get him back. That's for sure. 

I look into the bathroom mirror and see myself grinning like an idiot, too. Just like Adam was. No matter how hard I try, I'm not able to wipe it off. I sigh in contentment. I grab some clothes that I keep in the shower for emergencies and it seems like it just came in handy. 

I smirk. He's gonna be so disappointed when I enter the room with clothes on. I put them on and I smirk when I hear a growl in my head. He must have heard my thoughts.

Good morning to you too, Adam I smirked through the link

You'll pay for that. I heard a growl. 

When I was done, the bathroom door burst open and I smirked. He let out a playful growl. What is with these growls?! He makes his way to me and stands right there. I look at him with a questioning look but before I know it, he pulls me up and carries me over his shoulder.