So these two days I actually didn't had anything to say. Because of my mood swings maybe? But now I do. I guess atleast?
So let's start.
Firstly, my sister got a new laptop which she wanted for so long. Finally some peace.
Then my peace? Well it's kind off fluctuating. But, oh well we can't do anything about it, now can we?
Till my exams don't finish I can't do basically anything. But after that i need to start studying arts' subjects. Cause I'm gonna give arts cet. I don't know the full form do no ask me.
So I contacted my friend(I don't know if I can call her a friend though) and she's an art student. So I needed someone to lend me their books. So that I can study till my cet exam. N she's ready to give me it. Which I am really thankful for.
Then my studying...well I'm really trying to but it's not happening. It's frustrating. But what's more frustrating is hearing it almost every hour how much of a shit you are. Like bro I know oky? Don't need remind me how much of useless I am.
Then I've been kind of thinking about something. Well, first of all my writing. I wanna get back to writing stories. That it's physically painful now. Pun intended. I've the ideas and sometimes even the scenes go through my mind. But I can't write. Sadly.
Then as y'all might have known till now. That is if you're reading. That I'm an emotional person. N hence, I wanna say that people usually don't understand the meaning or the depth of a word.
Like abused, hate, etc. Simple words like this also can be very hurting for someone. They don't understand that how much weight and meaning the word carries.
As an author myself. I too, need to choose words wisely. Appropriately. We say these kinda words even when the situation is mild. Why can't we find alternatives?
Languages are so beautiful. The more you dig, the more you fall in love with it. The more you wanna understand it. The more you would wanna use it. For example. In India, transgenders are seen down upon. So instead or saying 'disgusting' or 'abnormal'. You can use words like 'special', 'unique'. Words like these can make them confident in themselves. But when you say abnormal or something. They feel bad about it. Alas they're a human too.
Hope you got my point?
That's all for today bye!
