So... yesterday I felt I'm a desperate bitch n now along with it I feel like I'm getting toxic.
Feels like I'm loosing myself piece by piece. N I don't even know when that piece of myself is going away from me. Fucking hell.
Then today's exam went absolute shit. Fucked up not so royally. Don't even know if I'll pass or not. Sigh.
Then got a long ass lecture on studying. It was actually I feel needed as I studied good after it. N now I feel tiny bit satisfied that I studied. Phew.
I studied from like 11 at night to 4 am. Cool isn't it?
So I need marks n now imma study.
Now my behavior.
My behavior is very embarrassing honestly. Like... being desperate in itself is embarrassing. Hehe.
Now... I'm gonna try n find myself a new. Like being born again types? You know. So I'm better off alone for now. People are injurious to my health at the moment.
That's all? For know. Bye
