I don't know what I was thinking. Hehe.
So firstly I was watching some reels. N they were on some stereotypes. Like how some still go around. They're invalid and stuff. And mostly in India.
So thats why I was like that's how India is behind in some things.
N then my mom she's a bit cool but also stereotypical. So basically she thinks that a girl being raped might also be a girl's fault. I don't understand how though. Then my geography paper will end at 6:30 in the evening n I told her my friend is giving me party since it's her birthday around that time. So she's like no come right back and all. N I understand she's protective over me but still. That was too much.
Then my dad. He's one other case. He's frustrated over the financial shit going on in our family. So as he couldn't do anything to release his frustration he was sprouting any nonsense about my sister. N I was like why the fuck?
So yesterday I was happy the whole day just to get it ruined by these two. N my mom got angry on me just because I wore my earbuds and she was calling me. Is that a fucking reason to be angry about?
But now I'm all Okay. I studied a lil bit. I'm feeling damn lazy.
N also importantly I wanted to talk about my self hate. I've gone so deep into self hate that I couldn't almost think of three good things about me. And that made me realize how much. I should spend time with myself.
Thats all for now. Bye
