I feel I'm being a desperate bitch. Like how I was when I hitted my puberty.
I needed constant. Not 24/7 though. Attention of someone. Like I wanted to be someone's first priority. But it didn't happen. N so I was like... being a desperate bitch. Keeping my self respect aside n all. But it was not right.
I learned that but now I feel I'm going back at square one. N that's not cool.
I feel more fucked up that I already feel.
So my exam is tomorrow n I literally still haven't touched my book. Not quite literally. But you got the point.
I wanna cry so bad. Everything is fucked up. Nothing is happening even the slightest of how I want it to be. N that my friend sucks.
My life feels like hell at the moment quit honestly.
I'm so done n tired of it.
This is all for now. Bye
