I think (I know) I've been a bit (a lot) negative. I don't know why honestly. I think it might be pressure? Happenings around me? I don't know. And what's worse is, I hate it. Like really, totally, seriously hate it. It sucks to have negative thoughts. Even over thinking feels better than having these thoughts.
Yesterday was my farewell, it went well. Accept the bore speech parts. It was good. Not gonna say great cause I wanted to have time with my friends but other people joined us while going outside. And they just give off a weird vibe. Something I don't like.
So I lost my temper a lot. My friend seemed scared a bit, because of that. But you can't blame me when you're hungry, sleep deprived and negative thoughts, you obviously would loose your temper.
And then comes my boots. Well they had heels and my legs literally gave up on me. But I think the best part of the farewell was when only she n me went for momos. It was really calming. But then again my other friend ditched me. Sigh.
I actually wanted to go to different places to eat. Not the ones we go generally but we ended up in vaishali again. If you don't know, Google it. Vaishali, pune. You'll find it.
That was basically it. Even writing this reminds me of how negative I am becoming. Help, someone!
Bye!
