Sorry for not updating. But was not in a mood to write. Quite honestly.
Firstly let's start with bad shits then we'll go on with the good ones. I don't know but let's start.
So I got almost... I don't know what it is supposed to be called but anyways,
A guy followed me when I was going for walking. Telling me to get on his activa, that he'll drop me there n shit. And I didn't wanted to have any kind of conversation with such an asshole. So I ignored.
He again followed me. The I did the first thing that came to my mind and that is calling my dad.
He told me to do some shits if something happened like that later.
Then I needed someone to get it out of chest. And all of my friends, the ones I think are my close friends were busy. I was more depressed.
I was wearing a tuck in shirt with no jacket. I thought it was my fault. Because something like that never happened to me. It was... weird.
Then I called my guy friend. He came I told me we had good time. I forgot about it. Then my other friend called me telling to go meet her at her place.
I was like okay. Then I recited that shit to her. And she's like you should this and that.
And I was why the fuck not even one person asks me if I'm okay!!!!!!!!
No one asked what I felt at that moment but they were ready with shit I should do. Like why.
I was pissed.
Even more sad
Then I saw a movie. It's called 'after'. It's an adaptation from a wattpad story named the same.
I really liked it. It has three volumes. I liked the hero. He was so sexy. Especially his smile.
Then I got a new habit of talking with the moon. It's good actually. Talking with myself. No one to judge, nothing. It's quite relaxing.
Then my exams went quite cool.
I could drag my marks now I feel.
I finished my exams today. It's my mom's birthday today.
Finally I'm out of the cage of exams atleast.
I wrote things. I find interesting. I'm obsessed with hardin; the male protagonist of the movie and tessa; female protagonist.
The story is pretty well shown. It's full of twists and turns.
Then today I realized I really have no actual friends. Quite literally.
Everyone is so busy with their own life that... I don't know... I was pissed today.
I wanted to celebrate my freedom from the cage called exam but I had no one. Chuckle.
I was so angry. Like you act all caring and shit when I'm smoking but when I need someone you disappear. And then act like you care?
Oh fuck no. You can't do that.
You can't give Mr comfort, a solace I'm finding then you have absolutely no right to stop me from the only thing that does.
I was just so upset and this happened for umpteenth time. I'm just so done with people.
I'm better off alone. Sigh.
I hate people.
