So... basically I didn't study today. Literally at all. When I'm suppose to be covered in books. N honestly it's even more depressing than not studying itself.
I watched lots of bl movies on 4th March's night. Some were truly commendable. N some were just too fucked up. N honestly, the fucked up ones were more. N trust me I wanted to cry at one point.
It consisted almost of just sex. Like come on man. You can't just do that.
Before that I'd had watched only call me by your name. At first I found it boring too. But after that I just understood it. Magically.
Then, the ones I watched yesterday were Asian ones. N the biggest shock I got was Indian movie I found. It was bl. N I was like, I didn't knew Indian people have a movie soully on it. Like the year it was made in...was a bit before this all was normalized you can say? So that's why it came a shock to me.
N the thing I realized the most is that nothing absolutely nothing can beat bl dramas. They're the only ones watchable. Literally.
That's all for now.