Usually people say, 'They don't mean whatever they're saying, when they're angry.' Like, doesn't that sound like bullshit?
Instead I think whatever we say in our anger is the truth we can't say in our sane state of mind. Like...we're...say suppose annoyed by a trait of a person. But we can't/ won't tell them. Because we don't wanna break their frail heart. But when we're super angry we blurt it out. We regret it later...in some cases though.
Atleast when I'm in anger I stay away from people. Because my mouth becomes a sharp knife. It has absolutely no filter when angry. N sometimes people don't understand your point of view and then start childish fights. Like bro I get it you don't wanna change that trait of yours. Cool! But then you can't expect everyone to accept it.
This is one part. I wanted to share something. It's actually kind of confusing me. Hence....
So, it goes like. Me n my friend were going somewhere. And her ex came in the scene. We took a turn to go back to him... Because, well, she was driving the two wheeler and it was hers so...
Then it was like they kinda had a fight before we met and she took a turn. The road was narrow. Keep that in mind. So she took the turn and it wasn't wholly taken when she kinda accelerated it. And then we skided(if that's a word) and then her ex came too. And everyone were watching. That's what she told me. I was too into feeling if I had any pain or not that I didn't look up only. And for a few seconds I was like...traumatized you can say?
So after that I got hurt on the hip bone. That time I didnt felt anything but later the pain is being a bitch. So she had literally 3rd hand embarrassment. Like you know falling in front of your ex to whom you wanted to show an attitude? That's what happen.
So after that she wanted to know how much he watched it. So she asked him and he said I said,'oh shit!' That's why he came to know we skided. And I was like, 'really?! Why the fuck don't I remember it?!' But then I realized that it was because I knew we were gonna skid and I wanted to prevent it. So I was trying but the destiny/ fate is inevitable. Sigh.
So i understood that when a person is either drunk, angry, or traumatized you can't ask them to remember something. That memory is gonna be blurred to them. Isn't it fascinating... not totally but kind off. Like sometimes brain really amazes me. How can a memory you wanna don't have or even if it's funny but something not worth remembering gets deleted. Not deleted but blurred.
That's it for today. See ya soon!
