As you all know my name. I was born on 22 September 2004. It wasn't I was an unwanted child or something. But as my parents already had a child they were kinda in dilemma. If they should keep me or no. N that hurts to know. But it's okay. I'm here now.
Then my childhood was normal? Nothing too great nothing too bad. I had my share of beatings too. Like if you're born in an Indian family you should expect it. N it still counts.
N my dad has psychiatrist treatment going on since decades. Cause his dad caused him issues and now he's giving us.
So, since 2016 or something my family started having financial crisis. Like big ones. N my dad isn't mentally strong. At all. But my mom is. N then whenever shits happen my dad blames mom. N then fights arises.
N now that's what is happening. They're fighting childishly n no one is ready to back down. N mom is like don't take it to heart or put attention on it. Concentrate on your studies it's more important.
N I was like bro? I'm an emotional ass. I get affected the most by my family. Only they can make me cry river's. N she says that? That was like saying I have brains.
N then today my math practical ma'am was being a bitch too. Sigh.
You know one of my friends was like life is taking a hard test now, then it'll be better. But it isn't getting any better.
It's getting worse n worse. N that sucks. N today I also realized. I have no one to hold me. Like literally. Like I was crying and was in need of comfort but there was no one I could've called n they would've been there for me. N maybe that hurts a lil more too.
Like my college friend came to me trying to console me. N I'm truly, extremely grateful to him for that. But it's different than having a person.
I felt like crying more. Sigh.
Anyways that was my partial story. Without any of my feelings. Bye
