One day it feels I'm going forward in healing myself. And one it feels I'm taking 10x backwards.
It's like hurdles are set in a way, just when I feel relieved. I'll have the other on tail. That's frustrating.
N my parents aren't being understanding at all. Even more fucked up.
I'm trying to read novels and not just fanfictions. And it seems to work good for me.
I think I'm getting better and better at writing.
I wanna add more and more to my vocabulary. I feel it'll be useful in many ways.
My mother was being... not good to me by letting me meet my guy friend.
She was like why you wanna meet and shit. And I was like why the fuck not. He's my friend. He loves someone else. Understands me. Cares for me. Atleast I'd like to live in thar illusion for a while. Cause I need it.
That's all for today's sad story of mine. Bye
