"Vo sterile hain toh main unhe chod doongi... aisa soch bhi kaise liya unhone...", she yelped.
"Bhabhi... Mai... main samjha nhi..."
"Lekin main sab samajh gayi...", she said petulantly, tears streaming down her face.
"Mujhe ab sab samajh aa gya...", she said angrily.
"K... kya hua hain Bhabhi ?... "
"Kya hua hain ??...", she sarcastically asked through tears.
"Aap btaaiye mujhe Ahir ji... Thodi der pehle aap kya keh rhe the ?... Meri "expectations" poore nhi kar sakte vo ?...", she was too hurt to say this.
"Kaunse expectations Ahir ji ???..."
"Meri expectation jaanne ki koshish ki kabhi unhone ?..."
"Unhe toh bas jo theek lagta hain kar dete hain... Humesha apni manmaani karte hain..."
"Bina soche samjhe kuch bhi bol dete hain... Main "sacrifice" kar rhi hoon... main "compromise" kar rhi hoon... main vha khush nhi hoon... Haina ?!!...", she let the tears flow.
Ahir finally understood what she was talking about.
"Bhabhi... aap-..."
"Bas bohot ho gaya Ahir ji... Aur ... aur kuch nhi sunna mujhe... Sab sun liya maine... Saare javaab mil gaye mujhe...", she wiped her tears with the back of her palm.
She got up because she couldn't take it any longer.
"Unhone mujhse yeh baat chhupaayi isse mujhse koi fark nhi padta... Humaare beech toh kabhi aisa bond tha hi nhi ki vo apni koi personal baat... ya main bhi apni koi personal baat share karu... Isse mujhe koi naaraazgi nhi hain... Isse mujhe thoda sa bhi dukh nhi pohoncha..."
"Lekin... lekin unhe mujhpe... unhe mujhpar kabhi bharosa tha hi nhi... Iss baat se mujhe bohot dukh pohoncha hain..."
"Unhone toh mujhe kabhi pehechaana hi nhi... Unhe... unhe mujhpar zara sa bhi bharosa nhi tha ki main unhe iss vajah se kabhi chodkar nhi jaati... Main kabhi is vajah ke liye rishta nhi todti... Vo m... mere baare mein aisa sochte hain... Main itni buri hoon unki nazron mein ...", she sobbed.
