Dedicated to: paperelephants
Shai's pov
I shuffle around amd slightly open my eyes. I open them and jump. I look up and see warren watching us sleep. "What are you doing warren." I lay my head on ansel's arm. "I dunno i was bored and wanted to see how shansel sleeps." "Your such a weirdo, get out!" I whispered. Warren puts his hands up in surrender and leaves our room. I rub my eyes on ansel's arm and get comfy against his protecting body. "Hum? Shai are you okay?" Ansel mumbles into my hair. "Yeah, its just that warren was watching us sleep." I said laughing." "Hes so weird" Ansel said lifting his head up. "Yeah.." he softly kissed me then we pulled apart and he said "good morning." I smiled and said "good morning." I lifted my head up and kissed him passionately. He hovered over me and i started to get nervous. We are at ansel's parents house not our apartment and i know that once Ansel gets started he cant stop. Then he moans and a minute later i hear laughing. I knew this would happen. He groans and rolls off of me. I wipe the saliva off of my lips and look at him. "Warren isn't it?" I yell and then i hear sophie say "Dammit warren why did you laugh." "I couldn't help it! Today i found out how sexual my brother is and how he moans!" Warren said laughing. I turn to look at Ansel and his face was a dark red. "I don't want to go out there anymore!" Ansel yells covering his face with a pillow. I don't really know what to do so i put on some sweatpants and walk outside. "Warren!" I yell. I walk downstairs and see Ms. Elgort. "Good moring!" I say cheerfully. "Good moring Shailene, did you and Ansel sleep okay?" She asked me while pouring a cup of coffee. "Yes, everything was fine. Um do you know where warren is?" I asked her politely. "Yes i believe he is in his room." "Ok thank you!" I said running back upstairs. I go to warrens room and knock on his door. His door is covered with pictures of his family that he took. I see a picture of Ansel, then a the top of his door there's a picture of Ansel and I. I smiled but then remember why im here. "Warren!" I yell knocking on his door. "Are you gonna kill me?" He asks jokingly. "If you don't open the door." I say in response. Warren slowly opens the door and smiles. "Good morning." Warren says nervously. "What are you doi-" i was cut off by someone kissing me. I could recognize those lips from anywhere, Ansel. He grabbed my butt and we started french kissing. It got heated really fast and Ansel started moaning. I knew he was only doing this to teach warren a lesson but this actually felt really good. He pulled back and looked at warren. "Oh, Warren didn't see you there. I hope you don't mind Shailene and i making out in front of you." Ansel said smiling. He grabbed my hand and we walked downstairs for breakfast. Ansel's mom and dad were already eating.
"Good morning." Ansel and i said in unison. They looked up and smiled. "Good morning guys" they said also in unison. "Oh, there's breakfast set already for you guys." Ansel's mom said. Ansel smiled and we both said thank you. We ate breakfast with ansel's whole family then Ansel said he wanted to go home. I went upstairs to pack all our clothes then went back downstairs. Ansel and I said our goodbyes and I hugged ansel's mom,dad and sophie then i gave warren a death glare. He knew i was joking though. We got in our car and headed home. Once we finally got to our apartment that we call home i rushed to our door. I opened the door and crashed on the couch. I heard Ansel laugh and head to the kitchen. Then his phone started to ring. "Hello?" Ansel said. He stood silent for a while his face turned to many different expressions. First confused the relived, happy, excited then worried. Once he hung up i gave him a confused look. "I have a ansolo show tonight." He said confusingly. "Out of the blue?" I asked. "Yeah." He said sitting down on the couch while placing my legs on his lap. "So, what time are we leaving." I asked him sitting up. "Um baby, i think you should sit this one out." He said. "What?" I asked him confused. I always go to his shows. "Its not that i don't want you there, its just, i don't want you to get hurt. There's a lot of drunk and weird people there Shai." He said concerned. "I could just go on the stage with you." I said simply. "I have to leave in an hour." He got up and made his way towards the studio. I ran after him and blocked the entrance to the studio. "Why cant i go with you?" I asked him stubbornly. "Babe, i don't want you to get hurt." He says trying to move me. I put my hands on the doorway and hold on. "I wont get hurt!" I protest. "Okay, how about you stay here while i do my performance, then when i come home we can spend some time together." Ansel said seductively wrapping his arms around my waist. "Oh no Ansel, not this time!" I say running into the studio and locking the door. "Shai don't mess anything up in there!" Ansel yells while banging on the door. I look around and see ansel's miniature that he has been working on. "Ansel if you don't let me go, i will destroy your miniature." I yell. As soon as i finish my sentence Ansel starts banging on the door even louder. "Shai, put. The. Pebble. Down!" He said in a police tone. "Let me go to your show then." "Shai please, i have to get ready." Ansel said. I opened the door and pushed past him stomping away to our room.
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About 20 minutes later im still locked in our room. I look at the time and its 6. I hear footsteps coming towards our room then i hear knocking. "Shai im leaving. Can i come in?" I slowly go up and opened the door. He smiled down at me and gave me a kiss. "I love you." He said. "Love you too." I responded. Ill be back at 10 or 11 okay?" I nodded my head and Ansel smiled and kissed me one more time before leaving. I slowly walked upstairs and laid down on the bed. Why would Ansel not want me to go? Is he cheating on me? Is there even a show tonight? Im going to the show. I got up from the bed and put on some jeans and a hoodie. I went downstairs and but on some red high tops. I grabbed my keys and headed out the door. I don't even know where the show is. I go on my phone and look up any shows in New York. It turns out that theres one in time square. When i get there i run to the gate but im stopped by security. "Ticket." "Oh im actually Shailene Elgort." I say. "Do you have any proof?" He asks rudely. "Yeah actually i do." I say taking off my ring and showing him the inside. He looks at it weridly and asks "what's shansel?" "Shailene and Ansel." He nods. "Ok im just gonna check and ask Ansel." He said lifting his radio. "Oh no, he know im here. I texted him and he told me to come in." I said hoping he would believe me. "Ok, sorry for the delay just had to check because it dj and guests only from here." He said opening the gate. I sighed and said "No problem, thank you." I ran into the doorway and looked for the hallway that lead to the crowd. I heard totem playing and heard a bunch of screaming so i followed that. I got to the main entrance and moved into the crowed, i pushed myself through until i was in the front. Finally i could see Ansel but i put my hoodie on and hid behind a couple of people. After totem was over Ansel played his song that he has been working on for months. Runaway. He told me that this was our song that he dedicated this song to me. While the whole crowd was jumping i was getting pushed closer to the front. The song was over and i was trying to go back to the middle of the crowd when Ansel said "Can someone please pull the grey hoodie down. A girl pulled my hood down and ansel's smile dropped. "Well that was all the songs for ansolo next up is Martin Garrix!" Ansel said clapping his hands as the crowd cheered. Im dead. Ansel runs down the stage stairs and grabs my arm. "Ow." I say as he pulls me backstage.
"What are you doing here!" Ansel's face was red, the reddest i have ever seen in our whole relationship. "I came to see your show." "Didn't i tell you clearly not to come!" "Yeah Ansel you did but just because we are married doesn't mean you control me!" "I was trying to keep you safe." "And i am Ansel! Look at me, im fine. I made it through your performance."
Ansel's face calmed down but i could tell he was still pretty upset. "I have one more performance left with Martin Garrix then we'll go home and talk about this." He started leaving when i asked him "Do you want me to stay here or go out there?" "Its up to you. I don't control you anymore." I roll my eyes and walk out back into the crowd. I stand there with the crowed and halfway through the song i feel someone wrap their arms around my waist. That's not Ansel... they start pulling me towards the exit and i start yelling out ansel's name but i doubt anyone can here me with the blasting music. I see Ansel look at the spot where i was standing. He sees that im not there and he starts looking around the crowd frantically. I kick the guy amd wave one of my hands and yell ansel's name again. Ansel spots me but before he can come to my rescue, the man takes me through the door. Before the doors close I see Ansel jump into the crowd.
Help me ansel....
