chapter 40

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Ansel's pov

I stood there, what am i suppose to do now. I ran out of the subway and got into the car. She's gonna get there before me unless i take a shorter route but its not much of a lead. I started driving. How could i be so stupid i just lost Shai, the love of my life over who? Taylor swift. We should have never went to the concert we should have stayed home and i would still have her in my arms. I thought the whole way home and before i knew it i was pulling up to the driveway. I opened the door and tried to walk up stairs without making a noise. I got up stairs and heard sniffling. I saw Shai stuffing her clothes into her suitcase. She was mumbling to herself . "How could i be so stupid. I knew it was to good to be true i mean taylor is better than you" she closed her suit case. "No no no that's not true" i said shaking my head. She turned around and her face broke my heart. Her eyes were puffy and red like she was crying for hours. "Ansel get away." She said as she walked past me. "No Shai i won't. I was the stupid one not you. You are SO much better than taylor." I said then she started making her way to the door but i stepped in front of it. "That's great and all Ansel but i need you to move." She said trying to push through me. ''Ok if that's what you want." Then she went downstairs and made her way to the door but i quickly turned her around.

"Ansel st-" but i interrupted her and smashed my lips into hers. She tried to fight back but then gave in. She let go of her suit case handle and put in on my cheek. I pressed her against the wall but she let go and started walking back over to her suit case. "No Ansel stop trying to pull me back ok that isn't right you know ill give in" she said. "But Shai that kiss i just had with you compared to the one  with taylor, you make me feel different. Every time we kiss i feel a tingle in my stomach. When taylor forced me to kiss her i didn't feel anything but with you, you make me feel like no one else does." I said. "But you still kissed her Ansel." "And you kissed that guy on the street" i shot back. "I was forced to kiss him!" Shai yelled. "So was i, i was forced to kiss taylor" then she sighed . "Did you have any feelings for her or during that kiss?" She asked me and i shook my head. "Fine but your putting away my stuff" she said then i grew the biggest smile and ran over to her and picked her up. I twirled her around and said "thank you,thank you,thank you Shai!" She started laughing and then i put her down and kissed her like it would be the last time I ever did. "Your so good" Shai whispered which made me smile then i whispered" Your so good" then i kissed her again and we went to bed.

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