Ansel's pov
I woke up with my arm wrapped around shai's back. Then i realize my hand was on shai's bare butt. I remember what happened last night and i smiled and lightly laughed. God there no words to express how much i love Shai. She is my life. We are inseparable. She is my baby, my world. I kissed her and her eyes fluttered open. "Hey baby" i said. "Good morning" she said. Then she tried to get up and said "OW" and fell back down in pain. I immediately became concerned like i said she is my baby nothing will happen to her under my watch." Shai babe what's wrong." I said. "Ans i cant get up"she said. "Why what hurts" then she pointed to her area down there."OH MY GOD I DID THIS TO YOU, I HURT YOU LAST NIGHT" i yelled slapping myself on my forehead. "Ansel its ok" Shai said. "No babe its not" i said putting my head down. "I was saying how i wont let anyone hurt you but i did! I went to hard on you last night its all my fault." I said as a tear dropped down my cheek. "Babe?" Shai said still lying down because she couldn't get up. "Yeah?" I said in a shaky voice. "Its ok, you don't have to beat yourself up about it. It was worth it,all the pain is worth it. Last night was the best night of my life id deal with the pain if it means i get to do it again. I love you Ansel Elgort you are my baby too,your the most important thing in my life." She said wiping my tears away. I tried to smile but it probably didn't work. "God what would i do without you?" I asked her. "I don't know but i would die." She said. I kissed her hard with all my passion. "Ans?" She said "yes my baby" i said. "I want to go watch tv down stairs" she said in a little kid voice. "Well you cant move from the waist down and we are still both naked. Hm what will we do?" I asked her and she shrugged her shoulders. "Ok babe hold on" i said. Then i went to go put on my sweats and i grabbed shai's bra and white over sized shirt. I went back to our room and saw Shai still laying down. "Ok babe we have to work together" i said. First i had to put on her bra. "Babe i really didn't want to do that" i told her and she said "ok then just take it off" i was surprised and gave her a really!? look and she nodded. I took it off and kissed all over both of her boobs. She moaned and said."babe we don't want to make me any worse" " oh yeah sorry your right i said giving her a quick kiss on her lips. Then i put on her white overly sized shirt. "Ok babe this is gonna hurt but im gonna try ok?" I said "ok" i walked over to her side of the bed i put one of my arms under her legs. "Ow" "sorry Shai" then i put my hand on her back. "Ok Shai wrap your arm around my neck and on the count of three i will lift you up" "one, two three" then i lifted her up bridal style. "OWW OW OW ANSEL" Shai yelled. "Baby i am so sorry." I said kissing her head. With every step i walked down the stairs Shai said ow. I wonder how much it hurts but i also don't want to know. We finally got down stairs and i laid her down on the couch. "Ow" Shai said again. "Babe i am so sorry for doing this to you" i said. "Don't feel sorry for me feel sorry for the bed, im surprised it didn't break." She said then we both started laughing. "I actually heard it crack,if we went any longer we would have broken it!" Then we kept laughing. Shai then said "ow ow ow" "babe how hard did i go that i put you in this much pain?" I asked her then she said "very" she said pulling me down to kiss her. Then i slid my hand into her shirt and started pinching her nipples until they became hard then i rubbed over them with my thumb feeling a hard bump every time which was her nipple that i made hard. Shai started moaning and on my way out i accidentally hit her area and she yelled "OW" "im sorry" i said and she nodded. We laid there watching tv then she said "ans?" "Yes baby?" I said. "I like to believe your the sexiest man alive." She said tracing my abs. "Oh really?" i said. "Yep" she said poping the p. "And the sexiest man alive is my boyfriend and we had sex AND he is the reason im hurting but there is no one id rather be hurting from" she said "thanks baby and i think your the sexiest woman alive. And she is my girlfriend and i had sex with her too." I said. "But ans im serious your like the sexiest man alive" she said with a straight face. "Im serious too your the sexiest woman alive." I said. "So that makes us the sexiest couple alive!" She said. "The one and only" i said. Then we kissed for about 3 minutes but we stopped because both of our stomachs growled. " im hungry" Shai whined "me too" i said. Then Shai looked like she remembered something. She tried getting up but it still hurt. "Is there something you want me to get?" I asked her. Then she started thinking and she bit her lip. "Um yeah ok go to the pantry and there is a surprise for you." She said then i walked over to the pantry and saw A COOKIE CAKE! I walked back to where we were and i told Shai "oh my gawd Shai you are the best" then i walked over to her and pecked her lips. "Ans how am i going to eat if im laying down?" She asked me. I stood there thinking "Shai can you move in anyway without hurting." Then she shrugged her shoulders. " ok im gonna try to sit you up ok?" "Ok." She said. I put both of my hands under her arms and lifted her up. "OWW" Shai yelled again. I hate seeing Shai in pain. "Im sorry does it still hurt?" I asked her and she said "surprisingly no" then i gave her a fork and we started eating the cake.
