Shai's pov
I woke up to Ansel talking on the phone. "Oh do i really have too? No i don't i don't want to leave her. I think its easier said than done, ok fine" then he hung up and i grabbed his hand. "Who was that?" I asked him then he sighed. "I have to go to Paris for a week because i have two gigs for Ansolo there" he said. Then i bit my lip and said "Im happy for you when are you leaving" then his eyes got watery. "Tonight." Then i nodded my head and said "If you want i'll help you pack?" And then he put his finger under my chin and lifted my head up. He kissed me softly and said "i love you and im gonna miss you so much" then i started tearing up and finally a tear came out. "Hey,hey,hey don't cry babe i'll only be gone for a week." Then i said "But we have never left each others side since we started dating" then Ansel smiled "that's why im gonna miss you but you know when i come back it will be right back to normal" then i nodded and we started packing. After i packed his suit case he said he wanted to go our for lunch before he left. We got into the car and he started driving to Olive garden. We laughed and smiled it was fun but then i remembered why we were here. I guess Ansel noticed because he reached for my hand and smiled slightly. After lunch we went back home and started packing ansel's other suit case. When we finished i said "Ansel i just have to go out on a drive i'll be right back" i said trying my best to hold in the tears. I was about to walk out when Ansel grabbed my hand and said "Please Shai i don't want you to cry the whole time im gone" then i smiled and said ok. I ran to my car and as soon as i got in i let it all out. I know it not a big thing to cry about but we have never been separated. I need Ansel i need him to be with me. I started the car once i calmed down. I started driving and turned on the radio. Then a new Sam Smith song came on. *Yes I do, I believe. That one day I will be, where I was, Right there, right next to you
And it's hard, the days just seem so dark . The moon, and the stars, are nothing without you. Your touch, your skin, where do I begin? No words can explain, the way I'm missing you Deny this emptiness, this hole that I'm inside
These tears, they tell their own story
You told me not to cry when you were gone. But the feeling's overwhelming, it's much too strong. Can I lay by your side, next to you, you .And make sure you're alright. I'll take care of you,
And I don't want to be here if I can't be with you tonight .This hurt that I've been through .I'm missing you, missing you like crazy.* I couldn't keep going so i turned off the radio. That song explains the exact situation im in right now. I decided that why would i be in my car crying about Ansel leaving when he hasn't left yet. I went back to our apartment and walked in. Ansel was on the couch and when i walked in he. Saw me crying and ran up to me. I hugged him and cried into his chest. "Do you have to go just please don't leave" i said crying. "Shai babe i have to" then i cried even harder. Ansel picked me up bridal style and we sat on the couch with me on his lap. After i stopped crying Ansel said "i put all the dirty clothes in the washer and we have to leave in half an hour." "Ok" i said then i got off his lap and headed up stairs to my closet. All my nice clothes was gone but i remembered Ansel put it in the washer and i don't really keep track of what i wore and what i didn't so i just put on a pair of sweats one of ansel's hoodies and converse. I went downstairs and then we got in the car. The drive to the airport was silent. When we got there i realized Ansel had two suitcases but then Ansel said "Its my dj equipment." Then i nodded i totally forgot about the dj stuff. We walked in and then ansel's flight was called. We ran to the gate and when we got there i hugged him. "Bye Ansel, i love you so much" i said then Ansel laughed "Shai you don't have to say goodbye" "Ansel i swear if your gonna say i don't have to say bye because we are gonna see each other or because its not a goodbye im gonna punch you" i said then Ansel looked shocked. "Why are you so feisty" "im sorry i just don't want you to go?" I said crying. "Shai i have to go. I just don't have to leave you behind" he said then i looked confused. "Im not just going to paris... WE are going to paris!" Ansel said and my mouth was wide open. "No..." "Yep" "Really?" "Mhm" then i hugged Ansel and said "Oh my god Ansel!" My arms wrapped around his neck and his hands on my waist. "Last call for flight 17" the speaker said. Then Ansel and i held hands and ran to the gate. When we made it Ansel handed the flight attendant two tickets and one had my name on it. "Wait Ansel i don't have clothes" i said then Ansel said "The dj equipment there is no such thing the suitcase has your clothes" then i grabbed the suitcase that was mine and we got on the plane. Once we were ready and seated on the plane Ansel said "I got you good" then i smiled and playfully punched his arm. "I cant believe you put me through all that pain" i said then Ansel said "I know im sorry it killed me to see you cry but we are here now together" then i kissed him and said "I forgive you" i rested my head on his shoulder and he put his head on mine. Me and my boyfriend are going to paris.
