Shai's pov
I woke up with ansel's arms wrapped around my stomach. I smiled then i remembered that tomorrow is ansel's birthday. I have the whole day planned out. But today i have no idea what we will be doing. I wanted him even though he was sleeping right next to me i needed his love,his kisses. The thing is Ansel and i both love each other so much that we are inseparable. We have to spend every second of the day together. I knew Ansel felt the same way because he always does innuendos here and there. Oh how i craved his kisses but our relationship isn't all about sex we also love each other in a cute couple kinda way. But i just had to wait for tomorrow that was my surprise for him. I jumped when ansel said "what are you thinking about" "oh sorry nothing,i just didn't know you were awake" ansel laughed and said "yeah, i have been awake for about 5 minutes now." He said in his morning voice. I hugged him tight my arms wrapped around his stomach. "Ansel i love you so much i think i would die without you. Your my everything." I told him. "Aw shai,babe i love you to your the best thing in my life." Ansel said. "Well im gonna take a shower." I said. "Can i join you i have to take one too and it would save water ya know" ansel said. This is what i was talking about we both wanted each other and if we took a shower together we wouldn't be doing much cleaning. " Never mind its ok if you don't want me to. Your probably tired of me and that's ok. Ill just take my shower after you."
He hid his face under the pillow. What he said just said broke my heart. Im not tired of him! Never. I dropped all my clothes on the floor the shower is the least important thing right now. I walked over to him. My eyes started tearing up. I lifted the pillow but his face was still facing the bed. I tried to turn him over so i went around the bed and laid down. I faced him and turned his head to face me. His eyes were all red and puffy. When i saw his face i started crying too because i couldn't bare to see him like this. "Don't you dare ever think that i am tired of you because im not, ill never be. We could spend every second of the day together which we do and i still wouldn't be tired of you. Never think that im tired of you or that i don't love you anymore. Ok?" i said wiping a tear away from his cheek. Ansel just nodded and gave me a weak smile. "Now mr.Elgort." I said grabbing his hand pulling him up making his sit down on the bed. He looked really cute just there rubbing his eye. "Will you do me the great honor of taking a shower with me" he smirked and got up. Then he grabbed my hand and pulled me into the bathroom.
