The organization

Chapter 94

Maya p.o.v
I'm at the airport with my mentor. It's now 6 years ago that i was with the organization and ever since that day i never spoke about them and still i need to experience their cruel punishments. It's sick. I walk with my mentor through the airport, this is one of the places i tried to avoid before i got into this trauma program. This is the second time i come here after my rescuing. ' Maya you told me last week about your nightmare, can you tell me what happend? ' Stefan says ' did mom told you about that again? ' i ask and look at him and he smiles ' yes she did, she is worrying about you Maya ' Stefan says ' she don't have to, i'm fine ' i say and look around me ' Maya you're not in a trauma program for nothing ' Stefan says and i sigh ' i'm fine, i can deal with those nightmares, but she just won't believe it Stefan ' i say and Stefan nods and stops in front me ' we going take a break ' Stefan says and leads me to a coffee shop and i look around me again and than we walk to a table and sit down ' Maya ' Stefan says and i turn my head to him like immediately ' what? ' i ask ' you're save and you know that ' Stefan says and i look at him ' you don't have to be alerted anymore Maya, he isn't here ' Stefan continues and keeps looking at me and i sigh ' i know you don't like this place, but it's part of your progress Maya ' Stefan says ' yea can we go now?, enough training for today alright and i don't going talk about it ' i say and Stefan nods ' our goal for today was to reach that toy shop over there ' Stefan says and i look at the toy shop ' can we do it next time? ' i ask and Stefan looks at me ' Maya do you see what i mean? ' Stefan asks ' i try to talk it out of your mind right? ' i ask and grin and Stefan smiles ' yes you do Maya ' Stefan says and i sigh ' it's just a too big deal for me Stefan ' i say ' i know and that's why i'm here hm, we going do it together and i'm staying with you if something goes wrong ' Stefan says and i look at him and sigh and Stefan looks back ' Maya i'm right here alright, if something goes wrong we leave alright ' Stefan says ' i just don't trust it Stefan ' i say and Stefan nods ' Maya if we keep procrastinating it will only get harder ' Stefan says and i sigh and Stefan stands up and pays our drinks and walks back to me ' let's go ' Stefan says and i stand up and follow him. We're still walking through the airport and coming closer to the toy shop little by little, than i see him and stop ' Maya you alright? ' Stefan asks ' can we leave please ' i say and Stefan sees the fear in my eyes and nods and we walk away from the toy shop and stop some few distances from it ' what happend Maya? ' Stefan asks and i look at the toy shop shaking all over my body ' Maya what happend? ' Stefan asks again ' i i i just saw o o one of t t them ' i say shaking all over my body and Stefan looks at me worried and i can't keep my eyes off of the toy shop, i just can't believe it is him. I don't know his name anymore but i recognize him and his dirty grin on his face. ' Stefan i want to go ' i say shaking all over my body and Stefan nods ' let's go back to the trauma center Maya ' Stefan says and i nod and we walk back, but than i break down to the ground ' Maya! ' Stefan screams and runs to me ' gotta get up ' i groan and try to stand up but than i feel it again and fall straight back to the ground ' Maya you okay? ' Stefan asks worried and lifts me up but i immediately fall back again ' Stefan help me ' i cry and groan and Stefan sits down by my side and i keep feeling that thing he putted in my vagina 6 years ago and see him walking straight at us ' Stefan take me to your car fast please ' i cry and Stefan nods and stands up and lifts me up and runs to his car as fast as he can, the pain gets worser and worser and i cry my eyes out of pain. It's not fair. I still can see his grin while he is pushing the remote non stop and i look at him crying, Stefan lays me into his car and steps in and drives away to the trauma center. At the trauma center he lifts me up again and takes me inside ' everything alright Stefan? ' Kathaleen asks ' something is wrong with Maya ' Stefan says and lays me on a bed and i cry ' Maya it's alright hm, we're at the trauma center hm you're save now ' Stefan says and i look at him and Kathaleen who looks at me with a worried look in her eyes and i groan and cry still feeling that thing ' it hurts ' i cry and Stefan and Kathaleen nod ' what hurts honey?, can you tell me that? ' Kathaleen asks worried and i look at her crying ' it needs to go out ' i cry ' stop it ' i cry and cringe on the bed out of pain and cry real hard and Stefan and Kathaleen look at me worried and with pity in their eyes and i look at them crying ' stop it ' i cry and Kathaleen looks at me ' Maya can you point the place where it hurts honey? ' Kathaleen asks worried and i point at me vagina and Kathaleen nods ' can i take a look honey? ' Kathaleen asks careful and worried and i nod crying and she puts out my pants and underpants, out of 6 years of automatically reacting on actions like this, my vagina pulls itself back in and i cover it with my legs. And Kathaleen looks at me worried ' honey it's alright hm, i won't hurt you hm, i just want to look at it ' Kathaleen says worried and careful and i cry and Kathaleen and Stefan look at me worried ' don't touch it ' i cry shaking all over my body ' we won't honey i promise hm ' Kathaleen says worried and comforting and i open my legs and Kathaleen looks at it ' we need a doctor, Stefan get the doctor please ' Kathaleen says and Stefan nods and leaves and returns with Jules ' what's wrong? ' Jules asks ' just look ' Kathaleen says worried and Jules looks at my vagina ' it's destroying itself ' Jules says worried and looks at Kathaleen and Stefan ' what happend? ' Jules asks ' we were at the airport for her progress when she fell to the ground out of no where, she told me she had pain and it got worser and worser every minute ' Stefan says and Jules nod and smiles at me ' Maya you doing a good job honey ' Jules says worried ' it hurts ' i cry ' stop it ' i cry and Jules nods ' i know honey hm ' Jules says and i groan and cringe out of pain ' Maya i going help you, i going take the pain away hm ' Jules says worried ' don't touch it ' i cry ' it hurts ' i cry ' stop ' i cry ' we won't touch it honey hm ' Stefan says worried ' put it out ' i cry and groan ' we have to Stefan, i don't see how we can help her without touching it ' Jules says ' i don't want her to get more pain Jules, she had to suffer enough ' Stefan says and Jules nods ' look Stefan i think something was putted into her vagina that causing her pain, to get it out i have to touch it, i can't reach it without touching it ' Jules says and Stefan looks at me worried and i cry shaking all over my body, repeating the words ' Maya Jules is going get it out hm ' Stefan says worried and lifts me up and takes me to the treatment room and lays me on the treatment table ' we going stun her ' Jules says and grabs a syringe and as soon as i see the syringe i start to panic ' it's alright Maya ' Jules says worried and they look at me ' you're a strong girl hm honey ' Jules says worried ' out ' i cry and than out of an sudden it stops and i cry and Jules immediately looks at my vagina ' it's just on the edge, one minute longer and it destroyed itself ' Jules says and Stefan looks too ' it's awful ' Stefan says shocked ' tired ' i say ' we going sleep honey ' Stefan says and lifts me up and takes me to my room and lays me in my bed and leaves and i fall asleep like immediately.