Nikki pov
I woke up and rubbed my eyes. I realized that I was partly on something besides my bed and I know it isn't not a pillow. I slowly looked up and saw Seth sleeping with his mouth parted and his chest raising up and down. He is so adorable. I ran my fingers through his hair but he didn't budge. And a strong sleeper. I looked down into the cover and saw my naked ass body laying there. I shook my head and got out of the bed not bothering to cover myself since Seth is sleeping and even if he woke up, he saw naked already.
I walked into the bathroom and turned on the heater, letting the water get some heat while I brushed my teeth and examined my body. My hips had dig marks, it didn't hurt or anything when I pass my fingers over it. He left no hickeys since we both know the nature of our business. Yeah, my hair is messy and I pretty much look like I had sex all night because I did. I spat out the toothpaste and rinsed my mouth then entered the shower it self.
Standing in the shower midway soaping, my actions slowed down as I broke into tears. "What have I done?" I muttered to myself. I'm so ashamed, the time before I had the excuse of being drunk and it was acceptable. This time I wasn't and I gave him permission when I could have said no. Why did I want it? I can't stand Seth! Yet somehow we just move in perfect sync with each other when it comes to intimate times. I love when he is inside of me but apart from those times I want to kick off his nuts and feed it to sharks.
I rest the soap down as I leaned back on the shower walls, letting my tears and water mix together. I'm so ashamed of myself! Yeah, I had sex with random people before with no feelings for the person, but with Seth, it is different and I hate it! I should have learned from my pass mistakes but I didn't. And why? Just why do I think he is cute? I guess even though you hate someone you can still find them cute, right? I'm going with right. I wiped my nose and picked back up the soap again beginning to soap again.
I have to be strong an pay the price for my mistakes. Then it hit me! Shit, Alexa! Seth cheated on Alexa (the girl I hired to be with him. Who might have actually grown to like him) with me! I'm a mess of a person. I promise this is the last time Seth and I will ever have sex again........I hope. I sighed out and grabbed the shampoo I had place in here earlier on yesterday night. I squeezed some of the coldish white foam liquid into my hands, then into my hair.
When I got out, Seth was already up, staring at his phone as he sat butt naked on the edge of the bed. I rolled my eyes and went into my suitcase grabbing gym clothes an underwear, since I have to meet Brie at the hotel's gym upstairs. I walked back into the bathroom and locked the door behind me as I ignored Seth. I put on my clothes, while looking at myself, trying to cry again and I didn't.
I walked back out and sat on the bed, blowing my hair as Seth just sits there silently. What is he up too? I turned and looked at him curiously, only to find him smiling at me. "Go to hell," I told him. Unplugging the blower drier.
"Only if you come with me."
"Seriously Seth? That wasn't even smooth."
"But your skin is."
I growled at him but on the inside I'm smiling like an idiot. He then got up in all his naked glory. "Put your clothes on," I told him, eyeing his body as he caught on and slowly did a 360 turn. I saw the scratch marks on his back and bit my lip. It was hot, he was hot! But now is not the time for that. "You like what you saw?" He asked while showcasing his stupid, well built body. I looked at him with folded arms. "No," I answered getting off of the bed to get my Nike sneakers. "I know you liked it," He stupidly reply making me roll my eyes and show him my middle finger, all while putting on my shoe.
"You look beautiful without make up," He told.
"You are creeping me out. Nothing better than having a naked man saying you look beautiful."
"Yeah, well it is different when it is me,"
I laughed and shook my head, finishing putting on my shoes. I stood back up to actual height and looked at Seth before pushing him into the bathroom, throwing his clothes behind him. "I knew you like the view!" He shouted out and I silently laughed. He was right, I did.
After about a hour Seth was finally out the bathroom. I stood some distance away from the bathroom door with folded arms and a straight face. "What?" His sort of raspy voice asked as he looked around the room. "What? don't what me! You took like forever in there." I told him, watching as he walked over to the side of the bed picking up the used condom, walking into the bathroom -I'm guessing and hoping- to throw it away. "Hey! Your shampoo smells great! I couldn't help myself." I slapped my hand to my face as I groaned. He re-entered the main space and I shook my head. "Don't touch my shampoo Rollins." I warned.
"Whatever Bella," He replied smirking at me, ass wipe.
"Let's go! And make sure not to get caught. Don't want to shame myself anymore."
I ordered as I grabbed my keys and side bag, walking over to the door. I heard him mutter something under his breathe but I couldn't make out what he said. I stuck my head out the door an looked up and down before giving Seth the heads up that the coast is clear. Before we could walk out and go our separate ways, he kissed me on the cheek then flied out. I touch my cheek as a confused look came across my face but I dropped it. I just smile and walked to the elevator. "Please don't let Brie find out." I softly said as I watched the numbers of the elevator go up.
"Find out what?" A voice behind me asked and I turned to see Dean and Randy standing there with curious and amused looks. Shit! I must really look at the people in the elevator before entering it. "That I love her." I lied.....well it isn't a lie since I love Brianna with all my heart but that isn't what I don't want her to not find out. "You suck at lying, Bella." Dean told and I rolled my eyes. Looks like we are all going to the gym judging by our clothes. "Suck it Ambrose. And shut it Orton," I warned the two as we exited the lift and went to meet Brie.
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Ice Hearts (Nikki Bella/ Seth Rollins)
FanfictionWhen Nikki Bella won't let anyone in and love to reject people to make herself feel good. Seth just can't seem to fall in love and go with many of women only to dump the to make himself feel good. What will happen when Seth tries to get to know Nikk...