𝑹𝑬𝑸𝑼𝑬𝑺𝑻𝑺 𝑪𝑳𝑶𝑺𝑬𝑫
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tk and i have been getting into little fights for the past week.
nothing intense but it was still a fight. i just thought it was just relationship things.
tonight wasn't any different.
"why do you never do anything? it's always me." travis blurted out after we finished dinner.
"what do you mean i never do anything? i do everything. you're never here." i argued.
"i can't help it, i'm an nhl player. i'm travelling around playing hockey." he stood up from the couch.
"you're out with your friends when you're back. never spend time with me. we're in a relationship, have been the past two years." now i was getting frustrated with him.
"look at that, always complaining." travis rolled his eyes at the end of his sentence.
"complaining?" i breathed out heavily.
"yeah! that's all you do!" he yelled.
"no i don't!" i yelled back.
"you're so annoying." he said to me.
"are you kidding me? ya know, fine if i'm annoying you won't miss me if i'm gone." i stood up from my seat on the couch and walked to our room.
"what are you doing?" travis said as he walked behind me.
"leaving." i said simply.
"no you aren't."
"yes, i am! i can leave. i'm a grown woman and can make my own decisions!" i made sure to put him in his place.
i packed my stuff and said as i left, "thanks for nothing."
he looked on as i pulled out of the driveway.
i tried to cope with the sadness by doing my passion.
singing and song writing.
my song "abcdefu" i released a few days ago has blown up on tiktok and decided to try and capitalize on it.
and i was performing at the american music awards three months after the breakup.
"please welcome y/n performing her new song 'abcdefu'!!" nick jonas introduced me.
nick. jonas. oh my god.
i smiled at the camera and started.
a/n: play abcdefu by gayle
"fuck you and your mom and your sister and your job and your broke-ass car and that shit you call art fuck you and your friends that i'll never see again everybody but your dog, you can all fuck off i swear i meant to mean the best when it ended even tried to bite my tongue when you start shit now you're textin' all my friends asking questions they never even liked you in the first place dated a girl that i hate for the attention she only made it two days, what a connection it's like you'd do anything for my affection you're goin' all about it in the worst ways i was into you, but i'm over it now and i was tryin' to be nice but nothing's getting through, so let me spell it out a-b-c-d-e, f-u and your mom and your sister and your job and your broke-ass car and that shit you call art fuck you and your friends that i'll never see again everybody but your dog, you can all fuck off nah, nah, nah, nah, nah, nah, nah, nah a-b-c-d-e, f-u you said you just needed space and so i gave it when i had nothin' to say you couldn't take it told everyone i'm a bitch, so i became it always had to put yourself above me i was into you, but i'm over it now and i was tryin' to be nice but nothing's getting through, so let me spell it out a-b-c-d-e, f-u and your mom and your sister and your job and your craigslist couch and the way your voice sounds fuck you and your friends that i'll never see again everybody but your dog, you can all fuck off nah, nah, nah, nah, nah, nah, nah, nah a-b-c-d-e, f-u nah, nah, nah, nah, nah, nah, nah, nah a-b-c-d-e, f-u and your mom and your sister and your job and your broke-ass car and that shit you call art fuck you and your friends that i'll never see again everybody but your dog, you can all fuck off."
travis turned off the radio in his car and then he realized what he did.
